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Chapter 21 - The repugnant heart

After a whole busy day at school with so many unpleasant and unexpected incidents, it was finally the time for Aurora to return back to her own world where she was the only ruler and also the only subordinate there.

By reaching home Aurora caught up with her regular routine of getting fresh to get rid of the tiredness of the day, then having some snacks, spending some family time together with her family members and at last getting herself busy with her favourite thing nothing other than studies.

Once Aurora started her studies she only used to take a break for enjoying her family dinner time together with other members and once finishing it she again used to get herself busy with the studies until the usual time for her to go to sleep would arrive.

"Finally, done with those question.", Aurora stretched out her hands after successfully solving a question bank.

"What time is it??? Oh, only 12 am. Did I finish early today???", Aurora took a look at the desk watch and then turned over the pages of her books upside to down wearing a doubtful expression.

"Ok then, let's complete today's homework and revise those lessons for tomorrow while touching up with the previous ones too.", planned Aurora while taking a looking at her homework copies and the notebooks which were queueing up next to come up with on her reading table.

Aurora again caught up with her study without bothering about anything else until the moment she encountered something that triggered in her heart.

"Oh, this sum…", she bit her lips while pausing by taking a look at her math note copy.

"He was amazing while solving it… Can I do it like him???", Aurora took a look at the first sum that Nathan solved while turning the page of her notebook by being occupied with his view of solving it during the class time back there in her memories.

"What am I thinking??? Just forget it…", she shacked her head with a deep breath while focusing back to the sum by eliminating the bubbles surrounding her mind which were full of Nathan's images.

After a while-

"This one… It's a bit tough but he seemed so effortless doing it… How can he be so fast???", again Aurora was drowning in the flashback of Nathan from the class time in her memories while running her fingertips slowly over the page where she solved the tough and difficult sum that Nathan solved in the speed of a control less horse.

"Shake it off… I can't get distracted. Why am I even thinking about him??? That guy is annoying…", Aurora shook her head immediately by taking a deep breath.

"Is he really annoying???", she questioned herself while being lost in portraying the picture of Nathan in her mind and tapping the pen in her hand slowly on her notebook by stop writing.

"No, he is not that annoying… he is different…", she dropped the pen beside her note copy while her hand moved to her jaw by being lightly placed under her chin with a slight but a sweet smile.

"Damn it… Why am I being so distracted today???", Aurora quickly got hold of her pen and started to complete her homework in the speed of a racing car.

"Phew… finally, I have done them all and everything is completed now.", Aurora started to pack her necessary books and copies along with other important things for the next day of school with a relief.

"Who says that I can't be as fast as him??? Humph… I can be faster than you, Mr Nathan. Today or tomorrow I will prey you down. No one can take away my place from me.", Aurora clenched her fist in a full fighting spirit.

"But he is still a nice guy who is a gentleman. I shouldn't be mean to him.", Aurora tucked a piece of her messy front hair which was coming forward to her face while portraying Nathan's image in her mind.

"Hey, when did he become nice??? He is totally a jerk.", popped out her inner devil out of the blue while roaring and flying around her head.

"No, he is not a jerk. He has always been a pure gentleman.", said out her inner angel by taking her grand entry while glaring at the inner devil and smiling sweetly.

"Don't forget that he entered the classroom today with Lucas. Hehehe.", whispered the inner devil to Aurora's ear with a sly smirk.

"What do you think I can't hear you. The entry was just a coincidence.", said the inner angel by leaning to Aurora's other ear while exchanging an electronic glare with the inner devil.

"He is just a pretty face. Humph.", said Inner devil with a smirk while holding its chin proudly.

"Humph, he is a not just any pretty face but a talented pretty young man and for your kind information he had already proved it twice today.", said inner angel while hugging her fists to her chest happily.

"He was just so so.", said the inner devil while waving its hand lifelessly.

"No, he was so amazing.", said inner angel while flying around happily by dancing.

"He maybe already have ganged up with Lucas.", said the inner devil while pushing away the inner angel and rushing to Aurora's shoulder with an evil smirk.

"No, he doesn't. It's clearly visible that Nathan that sweetie doesn't bother with Lucas that evil devil. Moreover, he defeated him in the class time badly which made Lucas lose his face.", said the inner angel wearing an innocent look after kicking away the inner devil with a wave of magic air.

"If he doesn't, he will sooner or later.", said the inner devil who fell down because of inner angel's magic trick while getting up and wiping its body.

"Never, he is a good guy. He will never gang up with Lucas. Humph.", said the inner angel while making faces to the inner devil.

"In your dreams. He will soon reveal his true colours.", said the inner devil while making amusing faces to irritated the inner angel and sitting on the shoulder of Aurora by carrying its tail on its lap.

"Never ... You will see it. Humph.", said the inner angel while showing its tongue to the inner devil.

"Oh my dear, I am just worried about you unlike someone else who is siding him by being with you. Be careful, he will come after you to pull stirs to harm you sooner or Later like Lucas.", said the inner devil while acting to be pitiful by sighing and then smirking hideously at the end.

"No, he will never. Don't you forget that he saved you from facing a huge accident in this morning.", said the inner angel while poking Aurora's head with her magic wand.

"That was just…", the inner devil lost in his thoughts to put a solid argument by resting its back on its trident.

With that opportunity of the inner devil being slow to put forth its argument, the inner angel said out happily while dancing like a ballerina by fixing her halo, "See you can't put more arguments. He was so gentle and sweet that time. He is a nice guy. Moreover, the timing was like a prince came to save our princess. How sweet!!!"

"Dear, don't listen to this stupid. Hear me out. Look at that idiot drooling over that bad guy. He is evil like Lucas.", whispered the inner devil slyly with a smirk while tapping on its horns with its fingertips.

"What did you say??? Do you think that I can't hear you??? I said he is not. So he is not.", roared out the inner fairy while making another magic blow to make the inner devil slip down from Aurora's shoulder.

"No matter what. He is… is… is… is…", said the inner devil annoyingly while hanging with the help of its hands on Aurora's shoulder by barely saved from falling down.

"No, he is not…. not… not…", said the inner angel while poking the butt of the inner devil with a magic pin.

"Ouch… Do you know better than me??? You... You, little useless thing.", the inner devil screamed out in anger while holding its butt which was swollen red.

"Hey, what did you say??? You... Come here, you, evil big fat thing.", the inner angel rushed over to the inner devil while burning in anger.

"Whom do you call fat??? Look at yourself. Fat like a cow and can't even fit into the dress. Hahaha…", inner devil laughed out while holding its stomach and crawling.

"Whom did you call a cow that too fat??? You little thing.", the inner angel kicked away the inner demon who was crawling and laughing hard like a flying football.

"Want to fight???", the inner devil rushed to the inner angel while pulling out its trident wearing an irritating burning expression.

"Come here.", the inner angel headed to the inner devil while striking the magic wand against the evil trident of the inner devil.

"Ah… ah ... ah… save me, you little fatty…Ah… ah… ah…, somebody, take away this maniac angel.", the inner devil cried out while both of them were fighting like crazy that only the smoke was visible.

Aurora who was silently watching the argument and the fighting between them by being the third wheel cleared the confusing clouds around her away by waving her hands and then shaking her head while saying, "Enough both of you. Shut up. Why are you fighting???"

"Indeed he was so caring and gentle.", Aurora mumbled while laying her head down on her reading table while her eyes had hideous favouritism towards Nathan. [by seen it where the inner devil's meter dropped down to zero with its unstoppable tears while biting the hand chief and the meter of the inner angel crossed over hundred with its continuous sweet laugh outs.]

"Leave it about him. Enough of him. By the way, what is the time??? It's only 1.30 am. I don't have anything to do more. Today I have finished everything too faster than usual. What else I should do now???", Aurora took a slight look into her desk watch again and then had a long look at her book collection. She took a couple of minutes before taking out any book to decide which book she should pull out from her huge collections of books.

"Let's give it a try.", Aurora finally took out a book and started to turn out the pages of it while trying her best to focus on reading but her mind kept getting distracted with Nathan's presence in her thoughts as he was the first priority that occupied her mind somehow while her trying best to read.

"He was indeed gentle and caring at the moment he saved me. Usually, he keeps himself distanced with everyone and appears to be so cold who doesn't care or interested about anyone or anything surrounding him but still, he noticed me getting into an accident and saved me from falling down and getting hurt and also saved me from getting myself embarrassed in front of so many people."

"He has such a beautiful pair of eyes and along with the sunshine falling into them, they were shining like rings of gold which were so alluring that for a moment I felt as if I could dive in them forever. They were so magnificent and his those gazes full of worries and concern were making me feel unknown yet familiar safety."

"He has such pretty well-shaped lips. I don't know why I wanted to run my fingertips on his those pinkish soft lips."

"The light breeze was making the slight bangs of his front hair moving away from his temple by exposing it slightly. With exposing temple, he looks more handsome and attractive."

"The worried and concern lines hidden on his face was easily visible to me. With those concern lines, that time his white jade-like flawless skin and his attractive face with its well-defined features were appearing so cute and sweet like an innocent child than a charming and attractive cold handsome hunk. I wanted to crease his cheeks badly to say him that I was fine but I stopped myself from doing so as I didn't want to get carried away with that moment."

"That was the first time my being attracted to a boy and being lost in someone's limitless charm and attractiveness without realizing the passing of time or the surrounding."

"Who are you, Nathan??? What are you??? From the first day, we met till today one by one you have always been giving so many surprises to me. Why you can attract my attention so easily than any other boy that I have met so far in my life??? Why???"

Aurora took a deep breath by closing her eyes and then came back to her reality while freaking out, "I can't get distracted. What am I even thinking??? Aurora, wake up. He is your rival. Focus... focus on what you are doing. If you let your guard off, he will catch up with you. So, don't get distracted."

Even after trying harder she couldn't be focused on her reading as again and again Nathan was taking over her attention and she used to picturizing or portraying him in her mind even unwantedly.

"His gentle grip on my hand. It was the first time an opposite gender except my family had skin contact with me. His touch was full of warmth. For a moment it was as if I wanted to let him hold my hand forever." Aurora took a look at her wrist that Nathan got a grip to save her while hugging it to her chest where her other hand were wrapped around it.

"He has such pretty and handsome hands. The long thin perfectly shaped fingers along with soft and big palms, his hands are so attractive and his pinkish fingertips with his pinkish palm along with his well-shaped beautiful nails, his hands are just perfect."

"Aurora, when did you become so perverted??? When did I become a hand fetish???" Aurora freaked out again while knocking her head on her textbook that she was reading.

"But indeed he is so charming and attractive despite being cold and quiet. Especially, when he smiles, he looks so cute and innocent. Today he smiled with me twice. He is an ice berk who smiles really less yet he looks so angelic when he smiles sweetly. My heart nearly skipped out from my chest when he smiled at me today for twice. The charming attacks of his were too much for me to handle. How can someone be a mixture of everything like him??? You are a puzzle that I will never able to solve.", Aurora again got herself lost in her those memories of Nathan while there were a strange softness and attraction towards him glittering in her eyes where she was having a sweet smile around her pretty lips but Aurora was still lying her head on her textbook by turning her head to a side where her fingertips were strolling through the corner of the pages gently.

"Aurora, you are impossible. How can you think about an unknown boy whom you are just crossing path with from a week like that??? Jesus, what's wrong with me??? That Nathan has bewitched me. I can't stop myself from thinking about him. His caring and gentle attitude from the corridor, his warming grip of my wrist, his charming slight smile, his magnificent view when he was explaining the sum on the board and his that angelic smile at the end I can't stop myself from being hunted by his portraits in my memories. His indescribable charmingness and handsomeness are triggering in my heart by making it beat fast. Please, save me, Jesus.", Aurora jumped to sit straight by freaking out and then she slowly placed her hand on her chest while feeling the fast heartbeats by closing her eyes where the pictures of Nathan were appearing in front of her closed eyes.

"I can't take it anymore. I think today, I won't be able to keep up with the studies any more. I will just call it a day here. After all, I have already followed up my routine and completed my study plans for today. I just can do the rest tomorrow.", Aurora closed her textbook while placing it back to its place with a sigh.

"I am maybe too much tired or stressed out because of so many unexpected incidents today. I better knock off to sleep early than usual. Then maybe I won't have all those stupid thoughts or my repugnant heart won't react this way." Aurora got up from her reading table and head to her bed while being lost in her thoughts after having a glass of water from the jug on the bedside next to her bed.

"Nathan Xavier, you are the only mystery so far that caught my attention but whether it's good or bad, I can't understand but please don't be a devil like Lucas.", Aurora tucked herself into the bed and closed her eyes with a deep breath by switching off the lights of her room to be immersed into her dream world in sleep while Nathan's smiling face was the first thing she encountered after closing her eyes.