Realizing what my Purpose was, is my strength.
before I even knew it, my son saved me from becoming something I didnt want to repeat into turning into. a dead end a wall , a mountain I couldn't climb. inclined to the signs of pride and bigotry being my own self deceit, so I train.
to be able to control my mind and body , it was given. just so easily it can be taken away.
I choose my own path. to walk alone and look past my own flaws.
never wanting to pause ever again I am led astray.
knowing that I have no reason to live if I cant protect this little life that is here, the little me that doesn't know how to stand up yet, has a little fear , so I hold dearly to my one day successor to believe that life is beautiful and that its not a dream. that things have meanings, that if you right you can recieve gifts.
call me crazy all you want but if that's what it takes.
I'll put the stakes higher than my own and force you to surrender.
never in the ending sorrow I can bring to you even after my death I would completely obliterate you without a second thought of you even get up. I'll be ruthless to your judge and flip your senates.
if I have to stand up for myself then I'll willingly be a lieutenant of my own embassy, one that protect his own and doesn't leave a rotten memory.
"cant you see, the ones you hurt are you and me.... living in a Gangsters Paradise"