i remember 20 was the day i confessed
did you know when i was trying to deny my feelings?
i literally cried twice because i knew,
i knew you would reject me
.
my heart flutters when you also have the same feeling
butterflies in my stomach were going wild
still can't believe until now
though still bothered of the aftermath
.
first time i saw you
i knew you were that kind of guy
who's so pure and an outgoing person
and so confident to show the true you
.
however, i never thought
that we have the same heart
that is so soft and delicate
and that i wish i could never break
.
several first responses from you
i thought i was being fooled
but then i was mistaken
'cause you were born sweet and caring
.
i never knew i was falling
and you'd never expect you fell too
that i only wish for a friendship
but what we have between us became deeper
.
i apologize for all my doubts and insecurities
i was just so scared that you might leave me
it was an unsettling feeling
'cause what i have experienced with you was all of my firsts
.
you have the right to feel lucky
that i was blessed by this kind of guy
this guy that i know won't hurt me
that i know won't replace me, maybe
.
heaven sent you for me
someone who i can depend and cry on
i gave my heart that i kept for a long time
and one deserving man took that heart and cherish it
.
glad to have humorous moments with you
looking forward to more adventures and road-trips
please remember that you are down-to-earth to me
and i'll never ever regret that i have met you