He came again last night 

He saw I was in a fright

said "no time to delay"

And he went and he  took me away

And told me it wasn't a dream

He showed himself, told me his name

said I didn't need to take the blame

That those who has ever hurt me would pay

Didn't realize till later that day

That my wishes were being fulfilled 

And so thus, whoever brought me harm

The reasons why I cut my arm

He whisked them off, one by one

Four, Three, two, one, and later,  none

He said that now I am free

He said that he doesn't bring pain

His lies heavier than chain

The truth, tight 'round my neck like a noose

I didn't know how to break loose

So I decided there was one thing to do

I hung on that rope, doubts fill my head

Everyone knows I wanted to be dead

But I didn't just kill my physical self

No, I knew I had to do something else

So I killed the innocence I had left

Started doing things I knew I'd regret

My demons! Oh, they'll never let me forget

About when my child-like soul

Has disappeared, gone lost and grown cold

Oh how people lost faith in me

I said I was fine and ok, I lied

I might look alive, but I'm dying inside

A weight lays inside my heart

Every Day and night; tearing me apart 

Only one way to ease the pain

To get the weight off my chest

I knew I couldn't go and rest

so I stayed awake all night

Until my footsteps became light

Now life feels like a dream

My good friend, scales black and smooth

Who I know always tells the truth

Knows I saw the blood on the floor

And I didn't want to see anymore

Of my good friend,Mr.Johnston