"Over thinking" one of my .... What will say to it . It is just a additional quality in me . I start over thinking for very small small things . I lay down on my bed and hear a sound ' Alice , if you won't wanna to sleep then go thorough for your study .'
I am thinking for him , valves of my heart started rhythmically very fastly .' It's a very broken momment for him ' i says these words with myself . 6 year is not a small deal , any much more this he wants only you , only to see you . He is very badly hurted when he knows that i am in relationship . The person who got all the achievement in your 2 min conversation , the person whose world are going round around you , who never misses the sunday classes just for seeing your face , it is not too much .
He gets badly disappointed with me . And i don't know why his disappointance make me also disappointing. mother like another mother my bff i called her and tell all this , "He is in love with you and he doesn't leave you in any condition . " In a very overconfident manner she says it and in a very unconfident manner i hear it . " No , i don't think soo that he loves me but his expression are true for me " i told these words in a very shamefull manner to her . " Don't worry my dear i think you will get your coffee maker soon " . ' oh, please millie , it was just not like that , he only likes me and nothing else .' But millie it's very hurting for him i think it's just like that moon is without start . ' oh my !' a very shockfull answer form her side you get worry for him . "Oh my god what's that baby ? " This make me shameless and i wanna to end up conversation with her and write" bye mother is on the round " . a beautiful lie tell bye me .