Dear Diary,

Many have said that I'm sick. I have visited numerous doctors. Well, they looked like doctors with their white coat. I know that I'm not sick. I'm just missing something. Ever since everyone in my family died in a fire, I've probably fallen into a rabbit hole of darkness. The only person that supported me and was with me all the time is B. She saw me crying on the street during that horrible night. Although I have never seen her face, she helped me get back on my feet. She protected me from the others. I wanted to be just like her. Just as strong and amazing as her. I remember when I was at school, these big kids would push me and shove me around. They took my stuff and made it dirty. I told B about it when I couldn't take it any longer. I feel so guilty being so weak and small. The next day, they were gone. Words on the street said they found them beaten into a pulp and all bloody. However, the next day, weird people in deep blue uniforms came to me. They accused me of assault. I asked B what did assault meant. B never answered. I screamed when they took me away. I screamed for B. She didn't look at me. She didn't even talk to me. She just went away. Something happened. I don't remember what. They took me into a closed room. There was nothing in that room. I cried. I was so alone. Then, B appeared. She caressed my cheek and told me everything will be fine. I believed her. She disappeared again. I tried to survive into this deep dark world. One day, a big man came into my room. He tried to take my cloths off. I screamed. I shouted. I needed help No one was coming. I almost lost consciousness. Just in time, I see B. Her back facing me. When I woke up, the man was all bloody and so was I. B was nowhere to see. Why did she leave me? Why couldn't she stay with me like before? Where did it all go wrong? The same guy that took me away from B came into my room. Another guy in a white coat that he called the doctor came in. I cowered into the corner of the place. The "doctor" took my arm and injected something in it. It hurts. They chained me with a metallic chain on a ring on the wall. I felt so tired. Where was B? I felt my energy getting drained. I didn't want to stay here anymore. I want to leave and live with B. I stayed there for so long. I kept getting injections in my arms. They didn't hurt anymore. I heard that they are going to stop giving injections because I won't heal. I'm not sick. B didn't appear anymore. She abandoned me. I got used to it. Although it still hurts when I know I'm never gonna see her again. I'm getting the final injection. I'm gonna go. Bye.