" I live in lie, I was stupid. I believe her in my entire whole life, I let her manipulate me and now i regret, I regrets everything. Until now i still don't know what is true, who i really have to trust. I'm stupid i really i am." she's talking to herself while she still laying on her own blood she doesn't even want to move her body because of wound at her back. She's watched her wings on the floor near to her. " what a beautiful wings i have but, i have it in just a minutes and then gone, i don't even enjoy it or even fly in the sky, i don't even know how it feels like flying with my wings. Yhana you are totally idiots. " she's very disappointed to herself. " but why, why she have to do this to me? did she ever loved me as her real daughter?why, i want to know why. I did everything for her, I did my best to be a good daughter for her, i make her smile and proud to me all the time. But why, I don't get it" she cried for thinking about the past.
" Hello my dear poor little yhana, are you not happy? oppss! sorry i didn't mean it I'm just too much joy." she laughed like a witch and happy to messed her.
Her eyes look into her mother eyes. " W~why,,, w~why y~your doing t~this to me" she's hard to speak but she tried her best.
" aaaahhh! she still can talk,well good for you my dear. I will tell you why, but first could you please stop thinking that im your still mother. it's just i feel like I'm losing my appetite, because i will never be your mother and i never loved you as my daughter. " her voice is pissed like a witch.
When she heard it she can't help herself not to cry. It's really hurt for her to know and heard it from the person she treated like a sweeties mother in the world and loved her as her real mother.
" ahhh, did i hurt your feelings?" she act like other person like she never think she could be like this." well you deserve it" she laughed like she mean it. " you know why? don't you know how much i suffered from you just to treat you like my daughter, teach you the goodness, cook you every day, washed your clothes and gave you everything? do you know how long i pretending to be a good mother to you? it's 25 years since i take you away from your mother." she get mad remembering everything she did for her.
" W~why do you have t~to t~take me away from my real mother." she keep asking even she can't speak straight.
" That's a good question my dear" she sit in the chair and crossed her legs. " Because your mother is selfish. She took everything to me. My castle, my father, my friends, the man i loved and my baby. And she's not contented yet she also took my wings and sealed it. after took everything to me she decided to throw me here in human world and never came back so i asked her before i leave that i want to see her loving daughter before i go and she agree with that. So she open the door from the human world first and then i carrying you for a moment and that's what she only expecting but she didn't know that i will take you with me so i could be able to come back because of you." she laughed because she trick her real mother. " I know you wanna know why i used you for my revenge. well, she will know how it feels losing a child and i want your mother to see her daughter suffered." she fly and laughed like there is no tomorrow.
"Y~you mean the q~queen of A~avaska is m~my mother?" that's what she feel.
" Aha,yep, you are 100% correct " she go back to her chair and cleaning her wings.
She remembered the last moment she saw her real mother. " I should listen to her, i should stay long to know her more, I should trust her, but it's to late now. Mother I'm so sorry" she feel regrets for the moments they shared and she wasted it all. "mother please help me, please,,,,," she's calling her mother on her mind.
" I'm bored, totally bored.Hemmm" she's looking at her and thinking of something.
She tried hard to move her body to sit down and lean her side body in the wall. She endured the pain even if it's too much pain until she managed to sit.
She took a deep breath and she relax her body. " can you tell me why my mother took away everything to you?"she could finally talk straight.
"oh, your still alive i thought your already dead." she laughed again. " you know why? because our father is different. Her mother and father are good goddess and me, my father is from the goddess of evil. When Amara's father found out that his queen was pregnant he thought that he is the father but the queen confessed that she got rape by the evil king of Deva. So, the king attacked the Deva's Castle and my father killed by the hands of king of Avaska. King and Queen of Avaska they hide the truth about me, The king was announced that his going to be a father and then the story about my father was buried and forget. When the king was died on sickness our beloved mother choose one of us to be the queen of Avaska. That time i was fall in love in a poor man outside of our castle, when they found out about my secret they tortured my man and they throw it somewhere i don't even know. I was very angry, depressed and i didn't know that i was pregnant. After they dispose my man, the queen choose Amara to be a queen. I asked our mother why she choose Amara. And you know what she said? she said that i have a blood of evil running through my veins. That's the time i discovered the truth about me. I didn't accept the fact that my father is evil but,the truth can't change it. My world is become unfair, i was very angry to them and the depression they made to me was to be the reason to lost my baby. Even Amara betrayed me, because she was my elder sister and i love her so much, so i told her everything even my secret but she betrayed me, She's the one who told about my secret, reason to take away from me the man i loved. " she's growling in anger while her tears is falling. " Not just that she also know that i dreamed to be a queen. I told her my good plan when i become a queen. I want to help people outside the castle, i want to change their mind to treat people equal inside or outside the castle. But everything is gone because of your selfish mother. They believe I'll become evil when i become a queen because of the blood running through my veins. I tried to fight for my rights but in the end i was defeated. But now, there will be no end because I'm going back to take what is mine and i will kill your mother like what the king did to my father. I plan this in 25years of waiting and i will make sure they will fall in my hands." she laughed like a devil with anger on her eyes.
She feel pity for her. she didn't know that her mother could do that to her. Now, how can she help her mother, she have no power and energy to protect her real mother from the evil woman in her front. What she's going to do? that's what she's thinking right now. She want to see her mother to give warn but how. The Avasca is in danger.