Anna Rose Valez
I woke up from a dream that scares me. I was crying over the loose of my baby. I rubbed my stomach making sure that I still have my baby with me. Even though this wasn't a planned pregnancy, because everything is the cause of stupidity and lust, I love this baby that I have. I found his hand on my navel part, holding me.
I turn slowly to him and found him lying sideways, his lips are agape sexily. He's sleeping in so serene. Warren is handsome, very much attractive, lean, and almost perfect. No. He looked so perfect and all that I never thought that he would be like this to me. I always thought that he will become an asshole. He is an asshole. He lied to me, he played me but I still can't resist his charm.
In my life, I had been dreaming and wishing someone like him to love me and want me. He wanted me. A man that ever shows me care and possessiveness was him. His handsome face makes me wonder if I was dreaming. I gently caress my hand on his strong rectangular jaw and kisses it. The stubble of hairs are showing on his jawline, and up to his lips.
Weeks being away from him, makes me cry every night. Thinking if ever he will love me. If ever that he will care if he knows that I'm pregnant. It seems that he care no less about this serious case we have. The baby isn't the problem but us. We are not couples but we acted like one. We aren't married but we make love every night and every time we feel horny. We miss each other like we loved each other. He doesn't love me. He still mourns for the death of his wife.
I just wish that you are truly mine. I wish that you'll never get tired of wanting me as I needed you.
I gently pressed my lips to his and sat up. Pregnancy makes me tired and felt things that I never felt in my life. I went to the bathroom just when I feel the acid on my stomach. I started vomiting on the sink.
"Anna?" I stop from his knocking. "You okay?" I am used to my daily morning sickness. I wash my mouth and make him sure that I'm fine. I got out and smiled at him but that didn't make him. "You look pale. I'm sure that you aren't fine." He scooped my face and caressed my messy hair.
"I'm fine. Morning sickness is normal." The worry on his face was giving me pain in my heart. I may not let him go. But if I will keep him with me, I will surely get too attached to him. That I will surely get mad if I lose him.
He took me out of the city. I don't know if I should be happy or something. I was still his mistress. I am supposed to be his secret lover. So I wear a dress to hide my swollen tummy and a jacket, then a cap just to make sure that he won't effort on hiding me.
"What food do you plan to eat?" he asked. He always asked that.
"Are you going to feed me again?"
"I have to make sure that I meet your cravings and make sure that you are in a very comfortable situation."
"I am. No need for that."
���How about your feet? Does it pain? Are you tired of walking?" that's sweet. I never thought that someone like him would be that caring. Having someone like him was a dream that came true. Having someone like him was as scary as hell.
We reach our hotel. I was happy, not on the clothes that he bought me since I didn't buy clothes for our weekend but for the time and care that he gave me. I was holding his hand while on his other hand is clothes that he chooses for me.
"Warren!" we stopped and I glance at the woman. Just first glance I know that she's beautiful to have money and could attract Warren.
"Mora," I look up to see Warren's face gets anxious for a while but he smiled the way that missed someone. It was her. She looked familiar to me. "How are you?" he let go of my hand and kisses the woman on cheeks.
"I'm great. I haven't seen you for like ages." She looked at me. "Who is she?"
"Oh, she's—" he looked at me and I waited for him to tell me the truth. I was his mistress. I just wish that he won't let me alone this time. "She's my girlfriend." He told. "Love, this is Mora, my sister in law from my wife. Mora, this is Anna." Mora stared at me for a while.
"Hi." I greet her.
"You are his new assistant right?" I keep myself calm and look into her eyes.
"Yes," I answered.
She scoffed and stare at Warren. I can see in her face and her eyes that she's afraid of something that has come and she's disgusted at me. If my instinct is correct, she like him.
"Are you out of your mind?" Mora glared at Warren.
He lowers his head and peeked at me. I clench my fist as I get caught of something. My stomach forms into tight knots. This is why I can't be my boss's mistress. But I was. "Do you know that he has a wife?"
"Yes. She's dead." I mutter it frankly. She sneered at me and it feels like she wanted to slap me.
"Did he told you that?"
"Mora," he weans.
"No. I found it out myself and then he told me so." He did tell me about it. I don't want to be the mistress. The only way to stop living as a mistress is to stay away from him. Never see him and have this child on my own. I don't want to leave him, even though I wanted to because I know I'll be in great pain.
"Okay then. I'm a busy woman. I am so sure that she's a gold digger. So be careful." She patted his arm and she turned back from us. I wanted to vomit and then hide, better to kill myself if I wasn't pregnant. I'm an embarrassment.
"Anna," he held my hand and I got startled. "Let's go."
"Oh, by the way." We both stop when Mora turned back to us. "Mom wanted to see how you are doing."
"I'll call her." He nodded and pull me gently. I wanted to get mad but I can't I'm too in pain. My chest, it pains a lot and I couldn't breathe rightly. My heart couldn't beat normally. "You okay? You look pale."