betrayal between friends

I look down at his cold lifeless body...i feel something warm and sticky on my hands I look down and see something red...blood? no no no this can't be happening...i killed him...he was my bestfriend my only friend i loved him how could I have killed him. my head is pounding I can't remember what happened...ok let's think about this it was only a few months earlier when life was good not perfect but good me and max had been watching television,when all of a sudden it went dark the television that is and it started making loud noise and big red words appeared across the screen it stated that we would now be put into martial law if your not quite sure what that means it means that the military takes over and inforces strict laws and curfews and civil disobedience is controlled by all means...martial law wasn't a big shock to anyone are country had be at war for as long as I can remember so it was only a matter of time before it happened I'm just surprised it didn't happen sooner...anyway we now had a curfew of 8:30pm to 5:45 am. which meant that anyone found outside between these hours will be shot on the spot no questions asked or if they felt nice they would arrest you and lock you up