Our love was childish... and I never quite understood how we ended up together... I was just a hundred percent sure that god put you in my life... he himself told me to give you forever... I let you experience love like no other... even when I was crying because I wasn't good... I tried to make sure u had a smile on your face and even when you didn't return them I said I love you everyday... I showed you unimaginable love you gave me unimaginable pain... hateful joy right... ironic I used to hate joy and find discomfort in boys like you ... I gave you my all let u drain my soul... you gave me so many reasons to say i should've stayed alone... I looked you in your eyes as I cried and told you... you were my home away from home but I could see all the love for me had gone and I was too caught in reminiscing to notice the lack of attention now that's the reason I'm alone and heartbroken... I stared at my phone waiting for something that will never happen because u can't even pick up the phone... thankyou for showing me love but I hate you because you left me alone