Hey! I know its a bit sudden to chat you this time of the night
There's something I want to tell you
But I won't end it with a simple 'goodnight'
I don't know if this will be the last
But my heart, my heart doesn't want you to be my past
It started with just a look,
A glance
The first time I saw you
My heart felt the hint of trance
Remember when you absentmindedly smiled at me with such warmth?
It is then I saw your heart
Dugged deeper into your heart,
You know what I saw?
What I saw was an art
I was afraid that maybe someone might have accompanied you
It didn't matter actually,
It's as if they were thoughts that came out of the blue
All those things I've done to you,
Accompanying you that maybe I'll be part of your life
But it seems he occupied the whole part
I want to tell you 'I love you'
Loved you this long that it felt like a curse
Those words died quickly as I thought
It's as if it is in a hearse
Maybe it's kinda weird messaging you like this, telling you this
I have one regret
I might have loved you that much
Maybe it's time to stop,
Stop watering the flower that is already dead
Maybe it's time to get up,
Unstuck myself in the mud
The mud that is so dense
That I can't even lift a hand
Also, it's my fault for thinking such things
Things such as you might love me back
But hey you got more attach to him
I'm still figuring out why all this time,
I can't even let go of the things about you, what I feel about you
I think this poem is coming to an end
But remember that my love for you is endless
Once I believe that every dying flower blooms another leaf
Maybe there's still hope?
But my mind keeps telling me no