Chapter 30 - Kiss

Lucy gazed over him for a very long time. She decided to wait for him. But now she wanted to take it back. There was no way he would come to her obediently! He was a man full of scars, secrets and anxieties!

Hell, she would grow old if she ever waited. She must be the one to take the first step. Someone like Aubrey wasn't able to start a new life if there was no one to push them from behind.

'.. So be it.', Lucy smiled wickedly. She would be the chaser.

Now that she had realized her feelings, she wouldn't give up so easily. She was a woman of virtue. Go to hell with the damn blind date!

"Aubrey.", Lucy looked him deep in the eye.

She saw reluctance in him. She saw how he was in denial. She could see him like a mirror. She could read him like a book. She knew he was the same. He was afraid too.

"I'm your doctor. I'll cure you myself.", she said suddenly.

Aubrey became aware of his surrounding again when he heard Lucy said that. What did she mean?

Lucy inched closer to him, though they were already sitting beside each other. She went closer and closer..

Aubrey raised his brows in confusion. What was she doing? He could feel the tension rising up. He didn't know what to do. But it seemed that this time, something were going to happen. He felt his 'danger' radar going off. He intended to run away, but his chest heaved up in excitement. Why??

He felt hot suddenly. What was going on? He knew he should back away. If not, it would be too late.

But Lucy wasn't an easy woman. She was strong. Taking down her own patient was as easy as lifting a finger. From the moment she had decided to fall for him, she had won.

"I want to cure you so I will.", she said. Her eyes were burning with fire.

"Don't deny me. Don't deny yourself. You have a right to be happy.", she continued.

She was getting bolder. She didn't know she had this side of her until today. It was all because of Aubrey. He unconsciously started the flames in her heart. They were moving with a fast pace, but she didn't care. Now or never. Aubrey needed a push.

"Don't run away from me damn it!", her hand went behind his head and she pulled him towards her with force.

He was so flustered he didn't know what exactly was happening. Aubrey's face was shoved in her direction. A moment later, he found his lips crashing with hers.

The kiss was sloppy, but it turned rough later on. She didn't stop, the kiss went to another level when she bit his bottom lip as if commanding him to heed to her.

Lucy was equally shocked when she kissed him suddenly, but the clashing of their lips was real and it felt intoxicating. She was basking in the feeling and the sensation. The longer they kissed, the more they wanted to taste.

Lucy closed her eyes in instinct, both her hand were already above his shoulders. Aubrey felt something weird has started to cloud his mind. He had never felt this way before. He tried to resist but he failed when he saw Lucy with a desperate look. She was trying so hard to make him realize what he had been feeling but never wanted to take notice.

His insecurities grew. What about his walls..? Was he going to forget his wounds and sorrow? Could he ever forget?

But...

He knew being with this woman was the best thing that ever happened in his life. That was the truth. He once thought that she could heal him altogether. Was this the moment?

If so, he wanted to be drowned in it. Because her kiss told him one thing: it will be alright.

Aubrey knew he had lost. The moment he opened his heart to trust her, he lost miserably. She was in the lead. Her words were a new law for him. He would be safe with her. She could save him.

Aubrey made his decision right at this moment. He would let her heal him. As his personal therapist, one and only.

He returned back the kiss. It started slow but turned sensual and then it became intense. She knew she was able to convince him. She smiled and bit his lips again. Aubrey frowned but he let her do as she pleased. He gave her entry.

'I'm turning into a pervert..', but she liked it. Her smile big.

Lucy thrusted her tongue inside Aubrey. Their face red and their body hot. She pulled away for a breath. Her chest thumping loudly, she could hear the beating. She was too bold for her own sake. Now she was getting embarrassed. But she didn't regret it.

Lucy couldn't believe that she was the only one who felt uneasy. She touched Aubrey's chest to see his condition. Oh god..

He was the same! His heart felt like bursting. From all of the fast beats!

Lucy faced him again. This time, there was worry in her eyes. Would he saw her as an easy woman who was only skilled in seducing men?

He didn't saw her as one.

His face glowed in passion. She was wrong to ever provoke him like this.. she forgot he was still a man..

Aubrey had never tasted a woman before. This time, his barrier was so easily broken by Lucy just with her first attempt. Now that she had initiated it.. he was going to make her regret it.

Aubrey's pride was high. Even if he was under a lot restrictions because of his own complex mind, he still had his need..

Aubrey's hand went over to her head, he pulled her over, kissed her again. He cupped Lucy's cheek with both hands as he kissed her passionately. He did the same as her, biting her bottom lip to inquire entry. She was lost in his kisses. He was damn good.. where did he get the experience from..?

Lucy willingly gave him entry as she opened her mouth for him. She flinched when his tongue slipped inside her. A sense of euphoria reached to the peak. She could feel something burning inside her stomach.

Her hands went behind his back, locking them together. Lucy took her position right in front of Aubrey as her legs went across his waist. He was now under her lock.

They kissed for god knows how many times until their lips became sore. It was twitching in pain. But both of them didn't care. They were trying to claim their pride by attacking the other, non stop.