~~~ Don't cry out loud, just keep it inside and learn how to hide your feelings. Fly high and proud and if you should fall, remember you almost had it all...~~~
-Rachelle Ann Go-
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"Okay, I got it. You don't want your best friend to know all this, but why do you have to face the pain if you can go and free yourself from this hell?"
I shrugged. Tears started to form around my eyes. She's right. Why do I have to take all this if I can easily free myself? And then the answer is...
"Because I love him."
Her expression softened.
"I love him and I think I couldn't live without him but on top of that, I don't want my daughter to grow up without having a father beside her. So yes, I could face all the pain and this hell just for her. But you know what, I'm still hoping that one day, Luke will change even if it's not for me but for our baby."
