"It is laughable of human soul believing there is a way to revival ..."
"But at the end... we did get all the good stuff"
"You are special Mr. Rai, and so the other guys as well"
"Do you want to know why?"
Still perplexed at the shocking revelation... i didn't focused....to the conversation with Teddy Bear.
Shocked i murmured to myself.
"What is going here?.... My parent, my relative died because of this heinous Teddy Bear"?
Seemingly noticing that I didn't pay attention towards it, the Teddy Bear paused and smile.
"Kikiki.... it is rude of you to ignore me Mr. Rai"
Suddenly the bloody Teddy Bear leap toward and kick with its tiny feat. As a result, I was flying towards one of the building wall and spectacularly crash into it. A spiderweb crack was left on its wooden wall.
I received a great damage and vomit a mouthful of blood, my rib feel pain... and breathing become a difficult task to me.
My eyes goes blurry and i have the urge to close my eyes.
"Oh God... So sorry Mr. Rai... I got angry for a short a while before.. i didn't notice i exert too much of power to my feet..."
Then the Teddy Bear slowly walk towards me and jump towards my chest.....
Noticing my ragged breathing.... the Teddy Bear let out a sigh....
"Sigh"
"Well it is your fault Mr Rai for making me angry...."
"It is bad to make your storyteller to talk to himself you know.... at the very least you need the hear all of the part"....
"After All..... the final despair... seasons you heart and soul much better and will taste better when i dine in... Kikikiki"
hearing the Teddy Bear words....makes me shiver... but at the end i smile.. knowing that at the very least i just died and maybe i will reunite with my father and left this horrible reality. Thus i slowly close my eyes and awaits death.
Seeing this sight... the teddy bear began to felt anger in his unknown heart....
"Don't you died on me boy before i began feasting..... !!!..."
Almost immediately the Teddy Bear open his mouth why and bite one of my hand.....
I felt intense pain.. and i moaned in pain....but i had already surrender my will to live and just lay there waiting for died. In my mind... i thought
"Why need to suffer more by living.... When you can end this by dying...."
Revolving lantern began to play in my minds... memory of my father... mother and my kind relative all playing in front of my eyes...
The lantern revolving endlessly till my end time... but before that a new scene can be seen....
My Girlfriend gone inside my house and notice i was missing.. she try to call my phone multiple time but fail.... she start to worry... and her fore head start to wrinkle....
she tried to call again and again.. relentlessly... then she goes to my friend asking for clues...
my friend look surprise and genuinely worried of my whereabouts.. they start to search for clues in my house... my cars... but all come to nothing... i simply vanish out of thin air....
concern... all of them agreed to file a report to police station.. and help in police search of me.... some even use his underhand connection asking for clues of my whereabouts.. but to no avail..
then i saw my girlfriend crying... day by days they searching... but the outcome still the same... i was magically wipe out from the city.
night by night my girlfriend cried and her eyes gotten swollen of all those crying... but despite of that she keep on searching.. till my friends lose hope and discontinue the search... police also file my cases as a missing person unresolved case.
but still my girlfriend persist that she will keep looking even if they stop searching.... she post it online.... and hired private investigator in pursue of my whereabouts... till at one point she had reached her tip point and collapsed.
she has been hospitalized and diagnosed as overworked and over stressed. When she awake, there is no light in her eyes.. and she just stare empty towards the space.....
then the revolving lantern ends.....
I cried pathetically seeing my girlfriend slowly turning into what i used to be... but what can i do?!!!... i'm a fucking weak.... compared to that monstrosity i am defenseless.
then i fall to my knees in that dark empty space and cried...and cried... and cried.. for an unknown times...
then i stop crying and flash back on the last parts of Revolving Lantern.... with a sad smile i murmured.
" I wonder if she will be alright?"
Then out of nowhere a sound was heard...
"Hohhhh do you think she will be fine? Do you think she will not end up like you before....?"
"Do you remember at that time when you tried to kill yourself unable to withstand the pressure of life?"
Looking at in front of ..... i was shocked.... because the source of the sound was another me.... same face... same voice...
Confused i instinctively ask him
"Who are You?"
hearing my answer he smile....
"I am you and you are me..."
"We actually once one.... but you separate me due to intense pressure of that time...."
"You instinctively separate your sad memory and life experience and form another personality that is me"
"I am always with you but will not go out from this world"
"I am you but always watching and feel the same as you..."
"And so that was i .... and that is you"...
"Do you get it?"
Understood of his meaning... i nodded once.. then another question come to my mind...
"So if i'm seeing you.. then i should be dead huh?... ohh i mean we"
the other me chuckled....
"Do you wish to die?....even after seeing all that previously"
With a risen determination and anger..... i shout to him....
"Of course not... who the fuck wants to died and leave his girlfriend heartbroken like that...!!"
"I dunno want her to be like me broken and sad for the rest of her life..." my voice break into a murmur at the last sentence of my word.
My other me smile and turn his back from me....
"Then don't die and keep on clinging to live till you get back to her....."
Instinctively i ask back...
"But How?... that bastard was strong!!!.....and i'm weak"
other me glance back and smile....
" Yeah we are weak now.... but we can get stronger.... about that thing.. dun you worry... we definitely will not died today...."
confused... i intent to rebuke....
"But!!..."
But other me interrupt.....and place his hand towards his heart.... and then to his head.
"Cling to live harder... and strive to go back to her.....and always be calm... after all before we are separated... we were just like that".....
Baffled... my tongues just froze and then just saw other me disappear towards the darkness....
Then a loud voice heard from the other side....
"I did like our girlfriend so much and would like to see her again soon.... So other me.... keep on living and keep on getting stronger.... till the day we will be one again.!!!!"...
"Till that time... see you again!!"
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