love dires

meri life me mera 1st pyar jo ki fake tha unke liye but i steell love him kuch

mene kabhi apne bare me kabhi nahi socha tha hamesha unke bare me socha unki har khwahish mene puri ki har wakt mera sab kuch chod ke unko time diya but kismat ko kuch or hi manjur tha ek samay esa aaya mene unpe kabhi gussa nahi kiya par esi nobat aane par muje gussa karna pada me apne gusse ko jyada kabu me nahi kar skta hu isliye unpe kabhi gussa nahi kiya

ek pal me unhone mere pyar ko ek mazak bana diya mere hi samne kisi or se love karke unhone mera dil tod diya fir kya mera gussa mere kabu se bahar ho gya

me khud ko us time rok nahi saka

or mene hath utha diya unpe us samay ke kuch din bad vo unke sath thi fir bhi mere pyar ko talash rahe the par vo unse bhi nahi mil paya jab unhe pyar ki kadar smj me aai tab tak bohot der ho chuki thi me unhe bhulane ke liye udaipur ko chala gya vaha jake mere bachpan ke dosto se mila unhone itna pyar diya ki gf ki kami bhi nahi lagne di unhone bot ladkiyo se bat bhi karai par mujme himmat nahi thi bat karne ki love karne ki so just friendly bat kar leta tha ek bar mera ek frnd ke sath gumne ka mood ho gya vaha gye to unke koi frnd the collage ke unke sath stta bhi liya or biyar bhi pi li pine ke bad me nashe me tha bike mere frnd ne chalane ko na bola pr me nahi mana or vo mere sath piche beth gya pata nahi kitni raftar me ja rahe the or hamara eccident ho gya muje kafi chot aai mere frnd ka hath tut gya par usne muje akela nahi choda sabse ladai bhi kar li galty meri thi but usne mere badle mar kha li or muje hospital le jaya gya me behoshi ki halt me tha muje jab hosh aaya to dekha ki me ek hospital me hu fir muje vaha se car me dal ke mere gr pr rakhne aa gye mere frnd fir us hadse se me bahar aaya or us time se hamne apna ek clane banaya pubg squd hamara sath khepna matlb ki katai aag lagane jesa tha kuch samay bad hamne turnamet me join kiya 2 bar har gye muje jyada sad feel ho raha tha to unhone bola ek game hi to he kya lod le raha he samjake muje happy kiya

ye thi mere breakup se pele ki kahani puri me batana nahi chahta q ki yaad ek jakhm ka kam karty he or marham koi banta nahi

so kuch samay bad mera mere bhai ke gr pr rena hua vahi rete hue meri mulakat videocall pe meri didi ki frnd se hui us time ek ajib si feeling hui jo ki kabhi muje kisi ke sath nahi hui unki bato me pata nahi ek jaadu he jo ki muje sukun deti he us time muje esa laga ki mera koi ourana rishta he inse

fir mene unse insta se bat ki 16 date thi us din meri frndly bate hone lagi muje laga me kese keh du ki i steel love him mene khud pe kabu rakha meri bat mene dil me daba ke rakhi pr unka ek alg hi fanda tha unhe jo bhi kena he muh pe kene ki aadat jo ki mujme bhi vahi he kuch time bitne ke bad mene bol hi diya ki i love you unhone kuch socha fir bola ki dekhte he muje unki bato ka koi bura nahi laga par kehte he na intazar ka fal motha hota he so 24 ko unhone muje eccapt kr liya hamari bate roj rat bhar din bhar hone lagi hamara pyar or bhi badne laga ek pal dur na hone jesa ho gya khud ko rok nahi pa raha tha duriya kamzor kar rahi thi muje fir fainaly me unse mile chala gya mere bhaiya ke sath unse mila to laga ki meri jaan me jaan aai aaj tak me jis pyar ko talash raha tha vo yahi he or us din ke bad ham sath me tren ka safar kiya us safr ke doran esa lag raha tha jese ki ye kabhi khatam hi na ho ham sath hi rahe hamesha par kya kare kismat me jo likha hota he vahi hota he unhe gr pr jana tha so me unhe akele kese jane deta muje bura lag ra tha smbhal nahi pa raha tha khud ko me unhe unge gr rakhne ke loye unki marzi ke khilaf jake sath me rakhne gya fir thode din gujar gye oar mera har din unki yad me rote hue gujra par mene apne aap ko smbhala time aane pe unhe vapis apne collage jana tha to tab mere pass milne ka ek moka tha ham mile bate ki unhe bus me bitha ke me bhaiya dono gr pr aa gye vo jate jate meri aankho me aansu chod gye par unki bate unka hasna mere aansuo ka ek marham ban gya aansuo ne behna band kar diya aankho ne rona chor diya fir meri swt_ bhanji ka dhund tha jisme unhe aana hi tha q ki muje milna tha reh nahi pa ra tha unse dur mano esa ho gya tha jese me ek zinda lash hu unke bina kab mile or mujme jaan fuk de unhone aane ke lohe muje na keh diya or me udas hoke apne gr pr aa gya or bot roya khud ko sambhal nahi pa ra tha fir call aaya bhaiya ne bola kaha gya mene bola kahi nahi gr pr hi hu unhone bola ki aapki gf aai he me itna hapoy hua jitna meri lofe me kabhi nahi dhadkane tez ho gyi milne ki aad me me jaldy se bhaiya ke pass chala gya jab mila tab laga ki mujme jaan aa gyi he pehli dafa esa laga ki kabhi khud se alag nahi hone du unhe mere gr pr bhi le gya mom dad se milaya mom ne bot oyar diya papa duty ke loye nikal gye the aashirwad diya khush raho hamesha mene unko apni wife ke rup me svikar kr liya unhe jab apne gr chodne gya to unhone ek esi bat kahi jisase me andar hi andar hil gya ek dad sa jag gya meri halt kharab ho gyi khud ko bot roka par meri aankho ko kon rok pata unhone beh kar aansuo se sari halt bata di par mera pyar mere sath tha muje kamzor nahi hone diya unhone muje bjarosa diya ki life me kuch bhi ho jay kabhi chod ke nahi jaungi unhe pata he he me unse jyada pyar karta hu utna jitna ki ye aakash ni he iski koi sima nahi he meri pyar ki kahani abhi chalu he ab jo hoga next ....ep...😊😊😊😊