Though the person who she expected to be with her was there however what difference did it make? Was she happy about it? Yes indeed but that happiness didn't last for long. It was just for a moment deceiving her.
She didn't know who was to change as she was confused if there was something wrong with her or the person who she loved. She didn't know who was deceiving who because Chrystal Zhu felt like she was being good at times and her conscience told her that he was being nice towards her. Being in that same position, she thought about what her life was going to be like.
It felt hilarious to think of that in this kind of situation instead of getting help and stay away from this dull place. But she had no one to help her. So having nothing else to do, she cried out her eyes to know what kind of life she had been living.