Believe it or not, being ripped in half was mercy for me wanna know why? Well because when I gain the sweet release of death I found myself in darkness it was cold it felt very distant. I thought at least when I die I would lose consciousness and be in internal sleep but I was fully awake and it was awful I don't know how long I been in that cold darkness.
As it was so alien to me and it keeps on reminding me of the torture I went through it felt dreadful and I spent hours in there as I continuously built my fear of the unknown but as time goes by and as my mental state worsens as I almost went completely crazy when I start trying to pray for forgiveness as my family wasn't a religious people and I started thinking this must be a punishment of God for lacking faith and this is my domain with no one around me and ever-growing boredom and fear of what will come and my faith is broken after like the third month of me being there.
Although everything seemed bleak I found hope again! I see a tunnel which glowed an eerie red and I quickly ran into it and then I awoke off a bed and a minor headache which I ignored as I finally came back to life and thanked God for bringing me back and all that I went through was a Nightmare by him to recollect faith towards him! But that idea was soon disproven when I realized I see a bunch of photographs of some girl with blonde hair C-Cup Breast wearing a school uniform doing her work or doing mundane things as well the fact she seemed above average in terms of the beauty scale and astonishing enough I felt crazy when I look at her as some kind of...Yandere
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IT CAN'T BE POSSIBLE! No this must be some sick joke! I am not a crazy person! I tried pinching myself thinking I would get out this dream and it wasn't a dream I then went to the bathroom and washed my face with water thinking I was just being delusional and just thinking of pictures of a beautiful girl as it has been months when I was trapped in that hell! but what surprised me the most was that I had Deep Red eyes raven black hair and a pretty tall stature my eyes were thin and even seem that my pupils were like of a snake and I have a normal looking face other than his, unique eyes.
Then It hit me I remembered what that Monster said to me telling me that now I will get a gift of freedom a gift to be free of morals and do what I desire I was reborn into an immoral Human one who doesn't care for the laws of society and only do what he desires.
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I was reborn into a Psychopath