Spoilers:
Lin Xia doesn't die
🤣well after all she is the main character
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To all my readers(I'm going to pour my heart out)
Have you guys ever wondered how one piece of sheet determines your capability or your smartness? Isn't it Ironic that 1 sheet of paper will change your course in future so much? You will either find yourself studying or wondering what the hell is your purpose in life?
Yes, today I'm going to express how it feels like to be a 2020 year graduate. It SUCKS! I'M NOT KIDDING! (I mean everyone will eventually go through that period in life, plus I think that all past graduates think the same to some extent)
Let me express how ANNOYED and DEPRESSED I am, and also why and how I started writing in webnovel. My journey through writing.
This year so many shit is happening around the world, so many death and social unrest. Covid-19 which is taking forever to leave. George Floyd and Kobe Bryant's death, obviously these two death caused different sensation/reaction. It's sad that one died because of an accident, while the other due to police brutality.
Well let's leave this matter aside, and go to the real point as to why I'm writing and sharing some parts of my real life and thoughts to you guys.
First, 😊I would like to thank all of you guys for voting and supporting me! It really means a lot, I feel like I did accomplished something.
Now I will move on to my main point and explain to you guys why I am not uploading any new Chapters lately.
I was obviously working on my other book, my first ever book "Otome game: you're my love, I will never fall in love with you again."
I was busy editing my book and also completing the story. 😂I realized that I had such a CRINGE writing style. I was wondering how could I possibly make these stupid mistakes? I realize that I actually improved 🤣well that is what I would like to think!
I WANTED to complete that book, because I felt like I was losing interest in it! 😖I don't want to leave my book incomplete or drop it, 😁I genuinely like my first book that was how I was introduced to writing. (btw that book should be in hiatus for around 1 and a half year, 😆but if you are reading this that means it's ALMOST (you will know why almost) completed!)
I did not want to give it a summarised ending. So yeah, if you do read that book of mine you might feel like the ending is going to be rushed, but I'm trying my best to complete it while making it make sense on the way. Oh and while I was editing some parts of my first book, I obviously know that there is still some mistakes, but I tried with all of my abilities to fix it! (This book is still not completed!)
Well enough with that, so let me announced you another important matter, I will be back on late July.
😭I hate myself so much!
I THINK I WILL FAIL IN MATHS and BIOLOGY! Like SERIOUSLY fail in maths and biology! I need a miracle to pass.
I had horrible time management problem for English! I mean it! LIKE HORRIBLE! 😭I'm scared that I will fail but I know I should not fail English but might get very low marks.
For maths, I'm 99% sure I'm going to fail it! Like I was not really sure, but after the exam, idk where my friends send me the answers of the maths examination. And for some reasons I remember very clearly what I wrote for my answers. I ended up calculating my average and yeah I FAILED by like 5-6 marks. 😭FML!
🤣😂I hope that many students are in my situation, so that I or should I say we have a chance to pass, 😢but from the news I read, they were saying it was EASY! 🤣I hope it's the Dunning-Kruger effect! 😭Like that's the only way I can possibly pass maths. 😭 I really hope that this year math's cut off marks is low!
Well for Biology, I messed up! I mean it was mainly my fault, I did not study, just study it one day before or to be more accurate, 🙂at last freaking 4-5 hours, yes you guessed it right!
That day I couldn't sleep at all, like I wanted to sleep but my consciousness was saying 'krebs cycle' 'carbon fixation' 'Dominant/recessive gene', all the terms were going through my head.
At around 3 am near 4, I decided to study for Biology.
1 day before bio exam, I tried studying but nothing went to my head. Then I was planning to give up biology and go to sleep, I was ready to write some nonsense answers for Biology exam.
🤔Like if they asked me why did giving too much food to the fishes in the tank caused them to die? (😂btw something like this came in my biology
exam. It was because of ammonia, a toxin, I think)
😂I would have probably wrote, because they are dumb and kept on eating non-stop caused stroke and died, or say that some 🤣unidentified UFO came and killed the fish with UV rays.
😂🤣 Obviously I didn't write that answers, but I was planning to, while doing my exam.
IDK if I was lucky or not! But what I studied in those last 4-5 hours did appear in the exam! That photosynthesis appeared! 😇 hasn't given up on me! I tried my best with all my ability to understand and memorise all the biological terms and how it worked.
I'm 100% sure that bio needs accurate analysis, so I might fail it! Like very high chance! 😭Like come on, I need to be very lucky to pass by studying for just 4-5 hours!
That day, I actually broke my record of being awake the longest, like after biology exam I felt like a huge mountain of pressure being lifted off, bio was my last exam. I felt so refreshed and happy, FINALLY! I'm free! I did not slept till later in the evening.
🙂Ok you must be thinking Author why didn't you study way earlier?
Well because
🙂 I was studying like around 1 month before the exam, but there was a rumour that the exam will be postponed! This affected my studying motivation, AND YOU KNOW WHAT IT DID! Like just 4-6 days before the exam officially started, the exam postpone.
🙂Enters another rumour, that the exam will be cancelled or postpone again! THIS HUGELY AFFECTED MY STUDYING MOTIVATION!
🙂Like what was the point if I study so much and in the end it BECOMES CANCELLED?
🙂There was no answer to my question, so yeah I just did nothing, 🤔but did I really did nothing.
Enters me joining webnovel contest 😭I was very stressed and in high pressure. So writing actually helped me get rid of my pressure, I got to escape reality.
And I was already tired of those rumours and I decided to gamble to some extent. 🙂 I'm the type of student that studies one day before the exam, and you know what I actually decided to do it! 🙂 Obviously I did studied maths like 3 days earlier.
I'M A PROCASTINATOR! Don't be like me!
😊ANYWAYS, the moral of the story from my experience is that you should not be lazy like me!
Don't find some excuses to not study like me!
I'm probably going to cry with tears of misery/regret when I get my results.
Like I have no problem with my brain but I do have a huge problem with my attitude!
Those damn annoying classmates of mine, consider me a nerd and a teacher's pet (well maybe to some extent I am), but 🙄 please, I just pay attention in class! You guys(classmates) just are not attentive and find my actions lame! That's all! At home I'm very lazy. School is the only place I study!
😭I HATE IT! 🙄 Can't gossip relative/teachers and some classmates please spare me from criticism? 😭It's so toxic for me! 😭My friend she is not as smart as me but very hardworking and dedicated, she is improving day by day, I want to be happy if she passed everything and celebrate her success! But I know if I fail and she pass! 😭😭😭I will definitely be the subject of ridicule in the rumours!
🙂I am supposed to be a 'nerd' in my class, I have two friends who are very hardworking and smart, I belong in their group, I'm not too worried about them, except one of them due to UNFORTUNATE problem that occurred during her examination. We three are supposed to be the 'nerd' of our class, but tbh my classmates don't even score that high except for English, they get like 18-36 something marks for everything else, so in that class as a student who just BARELY PASS! I'm considered a 'nerd'!!!!!
🙄🙂Do you know my frustration? 🙂 I'm just fulfilling my duty as a proper student, the students around me kind of sucks that's why I'm considered the top! My friend who is not as smart as me, but she always works very hard and she somehow always ends up near to passing marks! In this situation, she never gave up! She kept on working hard for maths and everything else, she has something that I lack! That is hard work! I really appreciate her! She is indeed worthy of respect!
😭But here comes the part that I HATE! 😭I don't want to be compared to her! If she pass everything, I want to be happy for her! 🙄 People (teacher/classmates) will say "look at her! Isn't she supposed to be a good student? Isn't she supposed to be smart? But wait isn't (my friend) known to be less smart than her? But she passed! Does it mean that (Me) is stupid?" or "Do you know (my friend) was not smart, but hard working and in the end she enters university, BUT (ME) a smart student failed because...." (You guys don't have to rub salt to my wounds! Yes! I know I'm STUPID! I know that I'm lazy! A PROCASTINATOR! No need to say it behind my back)
They will say all these (toxic)things, and I can't help but feel salty about this! 😭I don't want to be salty towards my friend, she deserves it! 😭But I don't want to be trampled down! I know I made a mistake! I know I am bad! You guys don't have to gossip about it behind my back! 😭😭😭They might use this as a weapon to hurt me indirectly/directly! 😭I might become even more depressed!
Tbh I'm not afraid of failure! I mean I will be upset! But what I'm more afraid of is my family's expectations and those gossips behind my back! 😭Those things leads me to be so annoyed of life in general! Why do people have to compare? I mean I get it but, sometimes it's not appropriate! People have feelings! Don't compare your child with someone else's child! At the end of the day! It's you(parents) who shaped your child to be like that! The environment plays an important role in building up your character! So before you blame your child! Or start criticizing someone, remember everything has a reason!
When I said environment! Yeah Covid-19 was not helping me! This all happened due to Covid-19, well to a large extent!
😊Anyways I'm taking this break from writing my novel to figure out what I'm going to do with my life! I'm currently busy applying for associate degree/higher diploma and working (part time)
( /^ω^)/♪♪ GUYS! Follow your dream! I mean it! You only have one life! Live your life to the fullest! Don't have any regrets! No matter how impossible it may sound and hard to achieve!
😂(I technically don't know your ages but if you are younger or older or same age as me DON'T BE A PROCASTINATOR! It's BAD! Work hard, push yourself, cause I know you can do it! Well, I don't care if my readers are older or younger than me! Remember to not regret anything in your life, 🤣I mean who am I kidding with! 😂I have so many regrets and wrong decisions that I have made! 😊But I do know where I did wrong, 😭 I know I should change and it's honestly difficult, but we can all do this together! 🤣that line sounds cheesy.
🤣Well it applies to certain things, don't wish/dream for world domination or committing crime! 🙂 I seriously mean it! 😂 Maybe world domination is still somehow acceptable, 🤣I mean have you heard of BTS? 😂 Isn't there army everywhere! 🤣I mean that kind of world domination already happened right? 🤣well you may argue if it's really world domination or not.
😁We have access to internet, this is an important and one of the biggest cheat!
If you want to become a singer, go to YouTube or Google and see how can you improve yourself.
If you think that you won't make it to entertainment industry, and think that you are not good looking enough go and open a YouTube channel or other social media platforms, like Instagram, Twitter, Facebook is fine as well.
I recommend you to do a cover song of someone famous or trending. People will definitely click into that, you can also cover your face(🎭make yourself mysterious), obviously you need a good click bait!
😂"My dog's ears are being healed by my voice." and exaggeration thumbnail, where there is a random dog and you having a halo. 🤣(feel free to use this idea!) 😂If you don't have a dog, then draw a dog in a paper and add some weird sound effects. 😁 I'm leaving it up to you!
🤣Worst comes to worse you can upload yourself singing in a horrible way and make a documentary about how you became good in singing, this seems interesting! 😂 Create drama!
Anyways, there are countless of opportunities out there, and I'm also wondering about what the hell am I going to do with my life.
But remember you need to stay strong and not give up! You might receive hate comments but this is part of life! There will be countless of hardships and trouble coming in your way! But I sincerely hope that you will succeed in life!
Yeah, I'm also trying to figure it out, I'm already thinking about the worst case scenario so that I won't have to deal with the pain and regret.
So guys, if a miracle happens and I pass EVERYTHING!
😂I will definitely write a new book about maths and bio!
I promise! I definitely 💯💯💯 will make a book about it!
If I pass maths, I will write a book about maths.
If I pass biology, I will write a book about bio.
You will probably see these books around August time. 😂🤣😭if you don't see these books it probably means I failed!
Maybe I might get interested in eventually writing this story, but I highly doubt that though!
😊One more time I would like to thank you guys for reading my novel! Thank you very much!
I know that right now I'm currently writing about battles, some of you might find it very weird, but I think this is important for my characters growth, to not become bland, I want them to not just be a boring side character, I want to show you guys their personalities as well.
Lin Xia/Mia is an overpowered protagonist, I know that Lin Xia is too fake to some of you, you might be thinking what kind of person is Lin Xia? Well you will find it out if you read my future Chapters! Feel free to criticize me! I am very open to hear your thoughts and feedbacks! I'm sorry for going in a hiatus! I will try my best to not let down your expectations!
I'm planning to write around 300 something chapters for this book, 🤣I could write till 500 chapters but I probably won't! 🤣🤣🤣Well I will see, but for now it's just around 300 chapters.
Will have at least 15 chapters release when I'm back! Which means I will have a mass release! I promise! I will definitely release more than 15 chapters! After that I will start to have daily updates.
🤣I know I'm being shameless, at this time, you can check out my other novel, the one that is ALMOST completed! 😎If you want otome game√ romance✓ reincarnated✓ transmigrated✓ yandere✓ overpowered protagonist✓ 🤣yeah please do check it out! (That book is rushing to finish and might still have grammar errors but I did my best to edit it)
OMG! MY CHAPTERS HAVE DISAPPEARED! WTF! 🤣this gave me a heart attack! Not for this book but the other book, luckily it was just the bad WiFi connection.
WARNING: I'm a PROCASTINATOR!
🤣this announcement was written at June! but it's already late July! 😂so you should know I'm not kidding when I said I'm a "PROCASTINATOR"
😂When I say late July, you can expect it to be released before August 1st. 🤣To some extent I do fulfill my words, maybe I will be online, writing and storing chapters, that time I might see your comments and reply to it or at least like it!
Tbh I never expected this book to get more than 100k views. 😂Maybe because I wrote a lot of chapters! 🤣 Should I be happy to get so much views?
😱 OMG!!!! I'm going to DIE! My results! I'm getting them any minute! OMG!!!! 😭Please have mercy on me....take it easy on my heart! 🤣to all those people that knows "Mercy" by Shawn Mendes, that's my current situation.
🤣If a miracle happens! I pass EVERYTHING! I shall give a 30 chapter bonus! 🤣That means I won't just mass release 15 Chapters but also write double the amount! 🤣With my "blood, sweat and tears"(by BTS) I shall fulfill my words!
🤣So before August 1st, if you see 87 chapters! It means I'm so damn lucky! 😭But if you only see 72 chapters, that means I failed!
☺️Thanks!
Love you guys!
Fighting!
Stay safe!
🤣oh my other book the otome game one! that will be finished very soon just the final fighting part left and everything should be over, also will write some side story for it!
😂I was planning to complete that book before I release this news but I became busy with my part time and plus I realized how annoying it is to write the plot(imagination) out!