Three days ago:
I was in the middle of my online classes...
he messaged me ( felt real happy..... finally he decided to text me )
He : "Hlo"
Me: " Sry.... I'm in the middle of the online classes right now.."
He: " How long will it continue ? "
Me : " Until the afternoon i guess...! "
He : " On which day will you be free ? "
Me : " umm.. on Sunday "
He : " Ok ! I'll call you on Sunday... Bye "
Me : " Ok bye "
Then onwards i wasn't fully concentrated on the class... my mind got drifting to our conversation. I was happy that I would get to talk to him but was kind of sad as I have to wait until Sunday.
On Sunday ( Today ) :
Woke up at 6am even though it is sunday.
Made sure my phone is fully charged.
.....
12 pm : From the moment I woke up until now ...kept glancing at my phone.
Checked my phone nearly thousand times.
Thought of texting him myself but I hesitated after seeing that he is online...
Then why hasn't he called me yet?
Maybe he was busy... i should just wait until he is free right?
....
It's 9pm no msg, no call....
It's as if he totally forgot about it
He has kept a status ... a pic of him and his girlfriend.
I feel like a joker.... I'm a complete joke
...
I'm tired of waiting.... I'm tired of getting disappointed.. I'm tired of loving.
I have finally decided to give up.
If you love someone it doesn't mean they have to love you back..
Then why did he say he still hasn't forgotten me?
Why did he say he still Loves me ?
....
Presenting you ' Casolina ' a joke of the century.
Love just hurts ... some are lucky but not me.
To think that he would still love me even after 3 years...
WTF was i thinking.
I feel like the biggest fool.
He sure knows how to play with my feelings. And he always ends up winning.
I just wish that the girl whom he had made his girlfriend be his true love.
I pray to God that she would love him more than i do .
I can't be angry on him can i... after all i have loved him.
So I can just wish for his happiness.
This story ends here.
I don't have enough courage to continue writing this.
I can't bear the pain which comes with writing each chapter.
Whoever is reading this... May God Bless You!!!