Darkness, that's what I saw when I open my eyes. Eyes? , what... I cannot blink it's like my eyes are shut open or are they close? I cannot tell but one thing is clear that there is definitely darkness all around me as if I am in some kind of endless void.
Don't tell me this really is void like all the fan-fics I read. Yes because I remember very vividly I was coming home after buying groceries and was hit by a speeding car.
The accident occurred very fast but before losing consciousness world became so bright, so beautiful.
Sigh...
So I died I guess I will now meet god. Well, I hope so.
*inaudible muttering and sounds*
Huh, there is someone here.
Hey, I am here.
God I am here, I died recently please help me I am here. I shouted as loud as I can.
*inaudible muttering and sounds*
Again these low sounds who's there why is no one answering.
I try to focus on the sounds to hear what is going on.
*beep....beep....*
*Doctor Aashi condition of the patient is now stabilized but he is in a non-responsive state *
Whaa..
*beep....beep....*
*Nurse keep an eye on his progress if he stays in a coma for the next 2 to 3 weeks then he may enter a vegetative state*.
*beep....beep....*
NO NO, NO shit what is going on I am in COMA. My god that's definitely the worst. No calm down let's try to move my limbs and see if they can be moved.
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...deep breathing sounds...
Huh well, I don't really need to breathe but now I am a little more composed so let's assess the situation.
First I was in a car accident.
Second I am not dead but in a coma.
Third I cannot move my body and am a dim ball of light in this void.
Fourth I am fully conscious in this void that is my mind.
Hmm but what exactly is this void if it's really my mind then it shouldn't be empty. There should be my memories, dreams maybe some control panel to my body.
I look around AND nothing well I kind of expected that but still what a disappointment.
I try to move around in this space.
As I tread in the forward direction my journey was suddenly halted. *BUMP*
Huh... there is some kind of invisible force field stopping me from moving forward could it be...
I start moving backward to where I came from and didn't stop until *BUMP* again I hit an invisible wall. I kept on moving in all directions and realized that this void of mine is only 20 ft by 20 ft only around a room size.
What should I now hmm oh I see this is my mind which means I can probably create and control things like lucid dreams or paracosm that is a detailed imaginary world.
Paracosms are thought generally to originate in childhood and to have one or numerous creators. The creator of a paracosm has a complex and deeply felt relationship with this subjective universe, which may incorporate real-world or imaginary characters and conventions.
Some thing like a chuunibyou or maybe a little different.
Maybe I still have some hope.