6 months later
1st January
"Hello" I said.
"Thesika," he said it shocked.
"I love you Alex. I love you a lot. I started to love you from the moment I saw you. At first I thought it is nothing but a crush and it would go if I talk to you but I was wrong about it instead I got addicted to you. I got addicted to you like some kind of drug. I really enjoyed it every time you teased me. I used to smile after you the left place. According to you, love is nothing but just a crush. That's the reason I didn't tell you in the beginning. I thought you would stop talking to me if you had come to know about it. I was afraid. I can live if you don't accept my love. I was strong enough to accept your rejection but I cannot take it if you stop talking with me. I know you will not accept my love even though you love me because you have told me yourself. I did not feel the pain until you stopped talking to me. It is like burning hell. I love you Alex. I know you don't like me now. I know you don't even want to talk to me but I want you in my life Alex not as your life partner but at least as your friend. I don't know what made me crazy about you. I know I hurt you a lot and I know I am not even worth your forgiveness but please don't ignore me. When you talked about Sanjana I got jealous. I thought you loved her and I thought you never considered me as a choice I am really sorry for that Alex. That's the reason I ignored you. I thought moving away from you would help you make the correct choice. That's the reason I yelled at you every time you called. I thought if I stop talking with you I will move on in my life but I was wrong I thought I should never think about you but the more I tried to forget you the more I remembered you. The memories are fresh in my mind. You said to me that I was pretty and you were not able to take your eyes away from me. I was so happy then I have never been so happy in my life. When you said that you wanted to hear my voice in your mobile, when you said that you wanted my photo so that you could look at me whenever you wanted to, when you said that I was like an angel to you, when you sent the word 'love' in an simple text message, when you said that you miss me, when you said that you will wait for my text, when you said that I am the most important person in your life. I never cry in class Alex but now I cry every time I look at your class. I don't know why I talked about you to my friends all the time. I cannot control myself Alex. I cannot control myself when it comes to you. I always used to search for you in the crowd. Whenever my phone rang I thought of about you I wanted to be with you. When you were with me I had no friend other than you but I was happy but now I have friends but no one can replace you Alex. You are the first person who made me so crazy, Alex and you will be the last too. I love you a lot Alex. I am really sorry for everything" I said and broke into tears.
"I am sorry Thesika but it is too late now" he said and the line went blank.
What does he mean by too late now? Has he fallen for someone? Did he really never love me then? I started to cry like a little girl. I cannot stay in the same place where I can see him in everything I do. I decided to go far away from here. I decided to go away from his memories. Now I understood the meaning of the quotes
"LOVE IS NOTHING BUT A WORD UNTIL SOMEONE COMES AND GIVES MEANING TO IT"