In dribs and drabs, I learned my own job, it was needed at that time. My secret endeavour was still there with his mesmerizing tenderly voice and gesture of words. I did research study on him and also done my homework. He was a man with honorary words, he always attracted to young virgins, his girlfriends were those who he met during his businesses and parties. He was a complete act as a young philanthropist, ambitious, charming good country man, patriotic and as well as rich mid aged man who was a slave of his own work, that's why they were so attracted to him, I guessed. He was not a bad man in a sense but just a lover with young heart. Young girls fall in love with him just by a glance. Not only they but me too was in love with his behaviour and appearance. He was really quiet a gentleman man. When I first saw him, it was at dusk, sun was just setting the vary end, the amber hue in its unwelcoming way entered the room with our big terrace windows, the glimpse of soft touch of light on his face, made him the man of that day. I never saw such an undressed face before, without any make up at all, he was looking lavishing, in one word stunningly gorgeous really. It was a summer time, so he was showering himself with his dripping sweat like a spring water sprinkling from his head to his light crimson cheek to jaw, to his neckline then to flow down in his open horizon that was hidden underneath his linen ivory coloured shirt, that he wore with his casual summer white long coat and cotton white pant, which where uplifted his presence by his tan brown suede shoes. He came to me to know about if there was any phone calls from his girlfriend. Our hotel was fully air conditioned with dust sucking system on it, so we could enjoy the light cool breeze from anywhere of the hotel. He was taking time to check out his calls, mails, keys and welcoming our cool light breeze to his front layered hair and face, so, he could relax a bit, he had a small bun in backside that was neatly bundled with a transparent net, I wished my heart out if it lasted long for me. At that same moment of time, I had learned that he was one of the top management staff of our hotel. That's why, he could use us whenever he wanted for his convenience. It was my first encounter after that late night long distance call. He just arrived at the hotel, his way of concerns explained that his girlfriends had no idea that he was one of the hotel staff. He work for the hotel along with his own business. I was not sure what should I say about him, teen girls normally get attracted to him, dated him then get involved with his another clients or friends whichever seemed like eligible sound. One after another, sometimes it took a week or a day to change his girlfriend but he seemed outstandingly remarkable at every single time, not a single sign of frustration or depression or any anxiety or anything, not even a wrinkle because of his lose. I was just trying to focus on my work without on him as much as I could. My womanly conscious conceited with my attitude very well though I could not stop thinking about those virgin teens. If he was their first lover then accidentally got his girlfriend's delivered to his clients or he made their life successful enough so it last forever like a dream of prince charming in a cradle then he came to sing a lullaby with a doll he made. I was not sure about his characteristic criticism that where I was facing but it made me curious enough. Perhaps, he was trying to savouring them from human trafficking because young beautiful girls especially rich girls were suffering the most from it. Some of them where bid at high price in low market then got their way up to highest bidder. Some where died along the way. Some where got married then traded again at higher rates of income. I was trying to keep him as good and fresh as he looked in the glace of amber hue. As it seemed, staffs in our hotel also loves him, no one hated him for his small here and there parties or girlfriends, it was normal, even for me. We rather felt bad when he was alone in the parties. He was not that much of a talkative nor he was a quiet person but a good humoured man with less of judgemental qualities. He loved to do his own work most of the time not that much of a ruler man to concour his staff zone for freedom. He never took anything to his personality personally, but rather he helped us to learn from him the etiquette behaviour to our clients. I was working late as usual when I saw him in the limelight of the bar of our hotel pool. It was straight ahead from my lounge door, I was at the first corner of the sideline. He was watching me from the dark at first it seemed like that but then I saw he was doing something in the table. It was my closing time, so I took my time to check him out, he was sketching when I asked him what was he doing, as usual he didn't take it to his roman nose rather he jumped out of the chair literally and said nothing but he rather offered me to join him, I was an obedient staff to him, so I sat down with him for a little while by that time he hid his paper. It was unusual for him to do that because he was not inquisitive at all but he was promptly affectionate. He was not at his devouring charm to tame me as a wild creature, he was only interested to chit chat with me. While we were conversing with each other, I came to learn that he was taking a vacation for few days and heading to his hometown. However, he was not going to be alone there, he wanted to be sure that someone who cared enough about him take the responsibility to call him if any urgent calls of duty came for him. And he wanted me to take that responsibility. I was overwhelmed by his thought that I came to him useful. Even though he was not at my very best interest or liking but I love his charming controlled passion of self making indulgence. I came to learn how to value myself besides being a slave of work or money then he asked what kind of man do I devour of, I was feeling very shy at that moment because in my first innocent puber eyes, he was the first man that made me think I was a woman after all. I was smiling at that stage and said normal earthly man who could only know what he was doing. He was then giving me smitten smile of satisfaction with himself. He then said he would love to help me about that though it was quite rare scenario to find. Then as man of my dreams he could be, he took his leave, I was feeling lonely for some reason as if he was not going to come back very sooner that time. His attitude of behaviour was completely different from before. He never had taken any kind of permission from me to take his leave, that was his first time. He was for some reason very carefully reserved with his feelings, soft spoken but strongly meant what he just said to make it sure that I should have done exactly what he wanted me to do not more than that. He probably had to do something important all by his self. I was feeling awesomely frustrated and left out with my taste of dignity that I had practice only on him. It was subtle to me that I probably fall in love with him very easily if he was not a womanizer. It was the natural charm that he earned by birth, sometimes he didn't even try just happens. I was struggling myself to keep me as innocent flower that bloomed only for a man that she understood as a divulging satisfaction of being a woman but it seemed quite remarkably impossible now a days. I couldn't solely blame him for his way of character charm because he was not working in the hotel to be a man of justice or jurisdiction but he made sure that all the women or girls he was, with, should be a virgin atleast in the hotel.