When Knave had finished reading the book and just about to close the book he saw some lines at the back of the last page
"No matter how many millions of cultivators are chasing for the Laws, they eventually lose their direction some way or the other.
Sages can be forgotten, Kings can change, the river can change its direction but only great cultivators remain and can make their name on vicissitudes of time.
Clean the body, detach from the world, absorb the spirit and enter the Heavenly Laws itself.
When you finally release from the confines of Laws, you can glimpse at the thread of death and detach from it to strive for Immortality.
The only way to this is to be determined and ready to sacrifice anything and everything. "
Looking at this series of dogma I could not help but be stuck there unable to move my neck from that direction it was as if this dogma consists of some deeper meaning which I could help but look again.
" Determination is what had kept me going and kept me alive in the previous world, so I don't think I lack that"
Knave was an orphan even in his last life, so he had to struggle and fight for everything since the beginning, so he did not lack in that department.
" As for sacrifice, I do not keep anything close to myself, the matter with Su Xu'er has helped me to not keep any girl to close to have myself get stabbed again so I don't have to be in need for sacrifice in my future" he has always kept himself away from the emotions, so that they do not cloud his judgment and the mistake that had cost him his life.
After learning from past mistakes he was sure he would not make the same mistakes again but only time would tell and he knew that life can be unpredictable.
" Now that I know how to get started on the path of cultivation all I have to do is wait for my tenth birthday, if I can awaken the spirit vein or by some dumb luck spirit soul I can begin my journey, even if get the 5th rank vein I will give it my all to continue cultivation till my last breath only then can I feel this new life has meaning and if I die by chance then it's not like it is the first time"
Knave had already died once and the last life did not have much appeal to him, he had seen many things in the long period of his life he had seen old people killing for revenge, broken heart boys poisoning their ex-girlfriends, son poisoning their father, brothers killing brothers, sisters killing sisters, rape, murder, blackmail, mass death, poverty, famine etc he had seen so much that it had made him understand that it is not hard to DIE it can be achieved by any means but it is difficult to LIVE.
"Now the first step is to continue my job, as if I don't awaken on my tenth birthday then at least I can have a good life at Robert's and if I do awaken then my best bet will also be at his place, as Rick had said she was a 4th stage spirit refining realm cultivator which means she should have at least 3rd rank veins so she can later help me get into this academy with her relation. So now the thing I have to do other than bidding for time is to seriously increase my good impression in front of old Robert." after determining his future course of actions Knave went towards the front desk, on the way he kept the book where he found it and after finding out that Lark was still nodding off it suddenly hit him.
" Sorry old Lark but your sacrifice won't be in vain" after that he went near the book entrance where the sunlight was still coming in he stood there waiting and hoping that Lark won't wake up, he made sure that the people outside could see him like that 2 hours went by after seeing himself drenched with a cunning smile he went back to the estate.