It has been months since "The Kiss,". It felt so wrong, yet so good. It feels so weird, we barely know each other. I feel, we are moving along so fast. Literally, the next day after I met him, we had our first kiss without even a first date. And he's dating someone. Luckily, Vicky hasn't found out, and Eric and I haven't talked about it since.
Speaking of Eric, we haven't talk either since "the kiss,". I mean, we talk here and there, like about school. But, we truly never talk about anything besides school. What I mean by school is like, "Do you know the answers to question 5 in English?"
Vicky has been pretty quiet too lately. Which you would think "how, aren't you guys roommates?" Well, yeah but she is never here half the time. Instead, she's been in Eric's dorm room. Doing what? No clue? I am surprised they haven't got caught yet by the teachers. Students aren't supposed be in the opposite genders dorm rooms. It's a rule here. Anyways, I'm guessing they just hangout, watch movies. They probably cuddle and... I am just gonna stop there. We all know where that goes, and it is getting me upset.
Aside from that, I have been focusing on school, getting good grades, and a good education. I have been improving on working on myself. I am not as insecure anymore. I lost weight and improved in poster and makeup. Some people say I am the prettiest girl in school. No joke, every-time I walk, leave or even go to my locker on campus or outside of campus, guys from left to right ask for my number, snap, or even my insta. I usually say no thanks. Sometimes, I even said I have a boyfriend when, truly I don't. I wasn't really ready for a relationship yet. I was still working on myself.
In present, I think I am ready to start a relationship. I am just waiting for the right guy to walk up and ask. I know Eric won't be single for a while, I mean it has be 6 months since he has be with Vicky. So, why not start my own relationship.