CHAPTER 36: I DO NOT UNDERSTAND HIM AT ALL
I opened my eyes and the morning light blinded me. Was I on the bed?
Last night, he seemed no more restrained about doing it with me. It must be, as I am responding to him boldly this time. Ugh. I was embarrassed, even for the second time around. I was glad I didn't know him. Otherwise, I might wish for the ground to swallow me.
He knows how to please my body. It's not because we did it, but because my body reacted to his touch, and I was yearning for more. I said no word, but he left me with contentment.
I feel ashamed. More likely, I was shy about how our bodies were lost to carnality, as he had the capability of turning my body like this...
Ugh. Why do I think about this stuff? This only made me flush more.
I hide from the covers. How did we end it last night?
