10 days since I left those drugs.
I realised it only made me worse.
sure it did make me happy
but they were all fake laughs
the laugh is real when you laugh without any external force.
and clearly these pills were not something internal.
if a 40 mg drug could solve your mental problems, there would be no mental Illness now right?
but that's not the case.
we're all so dependant on these drugs that w don't realise the importance of hugs .
they say love is a drug
then why not use this drug instead.
oh sure we lack love now
I forgot.
we push away and then whine about it
we pull away and be sas about it.