Ms.Pherin has started acting unusual since two days ago and I believe I have found the reason behind it. This morning in her attempt to run away and avoid me extravagantly she dropped an envelope that had been opened. There was a document that had been obviously read and refolded incorrectly. My intentions were never to be nosy, but one line caught my eye and it stated, " You must marry a man of your uncle Leo's approval in half a year".
Reading that made me feel as if reality had hit me over the head like a block of ice. That one blasted word kept repeating over and over again in my head. Marriage, of course I knew she would get married at some point, but not this soon. It made me wonder if this is something that would actual worry Ms.Pherin because this would mean I have to let her go. The whole day has passed and I could only think about Ms.Pherin and worry of how she is feeling about such high demands so suddenly.
Moments before Ms.Pherin would be leaving her office I entered without being called there. Locking the door behind me I then stood at her desk and moved her work away from her to get her attention. That angered her and she glared up at me and asked, "May I help you?" I simply undid my tie as I walked around the desk stepping closer to her and tied it over her eyes. When she went to untie it I gripped her soft hands aggressively. She furiously question, "Who gave you permission to do this ?"
Tightening my grip on her I leaned my face into hers leaving our lips almost caressing each other. I then whispered against her lips, "Do you plan to marry someone else while still doing these little games you like to play?" The feeling of her nerves jump could be felt even in her hands that I held tight while asking her that question. "I refuse to talk with you about such topics", Ms.Pherin spoke in a shaking voice as if ready for tears to fall. I released her trembling hands and gripped her throat softly while still holding my lips almost pressed against hers. She tries to change the subject by whispering their trigger word "master" which made me then force a passionate and hot kiss with her.
I then turned and walked out the door without another word. I left her there feeling flustered and unsure of her feelings. I pray that made my feelings and desire reach her in a way that words could never.