Chen Xiuxiu had prepared many questions, but now she decided not to ask them anymore.
She realized that she might have misunderstood some things about the future.
Her life used to be filled with negative emotions: the pressure of studying, conflicts with roommates, the unpleasantness of trivial matters, obesity, mockery, and unspoken crushes. These worries and troubles that never appeared in her life before college came crashing down on her after she started university, leaving her feeling suffocated.
She attributed all of this to her weight, feeling that if she could just lose weight, everything would get better.
Until just moments ago, she believed her thoughts were correct.
But now, having calmed down and thinking objectively, if it hadn't been for Jiang Feng stopping her from almost suicidal dieting to lose weight, her end seemed to have been nothing but self-destruction.
