Hi it's me again, Edward, and today I want to share to you how Father and I had a talk about my resolve with this ongoing orders versus prayers. It's really not easy being one of the fallen beings. We easily are called as demons or devils even though we are not. Specially with my lineage. You see, my lineage was made to be a fallen creature. We were meant to answer prayers and follow orders. One usual prayer we follow is when a couple wants or needs a baby, that is one of our priorities so that we may have our own vessel and that in itself is one reason we are called fallen ones. Because we chose to leave our post in the celestials.
Now, I am responsible for God's judgement and destruction. I know… I know it does not sound good, but let me tell you this, it is not black and white as it sounds. My main priority is to fight for chances. Before I follow orders and go destroying things, I have to make the proper assessment if that subject or object does not deserve any chance.
Let me tell you one other thing, the ongoing corona virus is man made and was not in the plans of the celestial beings. We were made aware that orders of genocide is to be followed, but it was to be done using natural calamity, hence the 2020 series of events that involves volcanoes and plagues. All of thise were put at halt because of the prayers that we answered. Now enter corona virus which most of you humans call a "plague" which I ak telling you that we, in the celestials, do not consider it as one. Anyway, we all know how the situation is now.
Let me bring you back into the conversation that Father and I had. So, there were options, first is to awaken all those volcanoes that we put to sleep as an answer to humans' prayers a few months back. Although, that fullfills the genocide project it will then cause himans to pray again and will only loop us back to square one. Same thing when we do the second option, to increase the world's heat temp to a point that it kills the virus, but that will have the same result bringing us back to square one.
That made me decide on one thing, to use my life source to absorb all of the virus and its essence, including any similar viruses and bacteria and then contain it using my life source and bring it into middle earth. Why? Because the creatures in that realm is immune to that kind of virus and has the technology to totally eradicate it and anything similar to it. This answers the prayers and at the same time removes that man made virus and anything similar to it that had been dormant. That gives himan race a chance to rwcover before the main genocide caused by mother nature to really start. Now there is a downside, I lose my vessel. Yes. That means I lose my human body. My human life, I die in the process. Father asked me if I am ready to not spend time with ny loved ones. I agreed. Nobody would really know that it was me, that also gives them more chances of experiencing life the way they coulda dn should. After they grieve my loss they can move on normally.
I have aways been proud of what and who I am it's just that I cannot reveal everything because it is not meant to be. Maybe when a person really needs us then yeah. I have never been proud of me as a human being though, maybe because I grew up understanding that most people will only be proud of knowing or spending their lives with you when you are gone. Don't get me wrong, I loved being human. I love knowing people and seeing that there are still hopefulls. It's just a sad reality that humans really appreciate those they love when they are losing ir worse, have lost it.
Well, Father accepted my resolve, but for now I am still waiting for His final decision. Bybthe way, I got to this point also because my human plans does not usually coincide with His plans. So, what better way to leave this world is to do self sacrifice for His most beloved creatures and the same creatures that we, His sons, His soldiers, have come to love so much as He did.