Finally knowing the ins and outs of the circumstances surrounding her birth, Mo Ning didn't know what to feel.
Should she feel ecstatic for finally finding out her roots even though she had not exactly established a relationship with it or sad for the kind of grandfather she had in the highly distinguished president Mo.
Should she admonish her mother for being so brave to do what she did,or commend her father for loving her to a fault or should she just marvel at the love of a mother ?
She had mixed feelings regarding it all but she didn't know which of the feeling s to address or even what to do about those she couldn't decipher.
It just feels like an elaborate dream that she doesn't seem to want to wake up from.
If she couldn't concentrate on any of those feelings,she would rather think about other things like her grandmother's impending divorce and also her upcoming audition.
Thinking in that direction, Mo Ning stached away the thoughts regarding her birth and origins. Oh how much she wished the divorce proceedures will be as easy and fast as possible so her grandmother will be free once and for all from the shackles that came in disguise as marriage.
As her mind drifted to the topic of marriage,Mo Ning couldn't help but wonder if one day she would get that hapily ever after she had always dreamt of as a girl.
The first time she met Shen Mucheng at the elevator,she had the feeling ;and genuinely thought he was her Prince charming and though she couldn't forsee the future or tell what fate had in stall for them, he had already made it clear that there was never going to be anything between them.
Or rather,she should say that they weren't going to explore the attraction that was clearly there between them.
She was practically sure that he felt what she felt for him and even though they both couldn't exactly put a tag to that feeling yet, she knew that he felt it too.
But the big question,was why?.
Why does he always try to create a distance that isn't exactly there between them?
Could it possibly mean he still loved his ex-wife?
Being incapable of answering or getting the answers to the questions she so desperately wanted answers toads her extremely frustrated to the point of wanting to pull her hair off. Not that she would do it though,she still loved long hair the most.
Usually,they say a woman's thought is like a needle thrown into the sea, she couldn't understand why it was a man whose thought process she couldn't fathom.
Or was Shen Mucheng secretely a woman? If he was,it wouldn't definitely make headlines.
Who was she kidding? She knew first hand that he was completely male. After all in the short time they've known each other,he had already saved so many times and all those times, he always carried her in his arms and she could still feel the packs and muscles hidden behind those proper clothes he wore no matter what situation she was in.
Call her a pervert but so what? She needed to distract herself those times and his abbs were the perfect distraction.