The rest of the chapters won't include in formation about my life but just my thoughts in relationships. I've never been in a loving relationship, so I don't know how it feels to love or be loved by a gf or bf, but I do know what it is to have a friendship. Being it toxic or beneficial a friendship will always cause harm or happiness. What can you expect of a rotten world full of cruel people. If you feel that your friendship is toxic leave it. It is not worth it for you to feel bad in a friendship if it is better to feel alone but sad. I understand that some people can't be alone, but being alone can help you clear your mind and have your thoughts clear. Remember to put yourself before everyone else because very few people will give their life for you.