Early morning…
Sebastian tried to get up, he may lose control of himself if he stayed there any longer. He didn't want to, he didn't like her but why everytime he sees him, she makes him go crazy.
No, he can't. Using her as a pawn, maybe not that painful than falling for her. He didn't want to drag her to his hell, it was not a good place for her. Her life should be better, like any normal girl. If he fall for her, he may end up dragging her to his hell and give her pain that he was. She will never get happiness with her, only pain.
That's the cost she had to pay for falling for him, which he didn't dare.
Sarael came out after washing her face, and saw him trying to get up again, she rushed towards his side to help him.
"Are you okay?" She asked in a worried tone, wrapping her hands in one of his arms to give him a better support.
"Let go." He snapped her away, in fury. She flumped on to the bed, she wince in pain.
She can't understand what's wrong with him, few minutes ago he was just acting so well and suddenly he threw her away like she was some plaything. She was confused but also felt hurt.
She already knew, she just an average girl, and he was on top. She can't climb those big stairs to him, she tried and only failed miserable. Why can't she control her feelings for him?
She should have already accept that she will be never be beside his, but her heart didn't want to accept it.
"Don't touch me again in future." He threatened her with a cold tone, enough to send send shivers down her spine but she was not scared.
She didn't feel feared his cold and dark life, she was more scared that if he ever know her feelings for him, will he be disgusted?
He will be, a girl like her shouldn't dreamof a prince like him, it only happens in fairytale not in real life. But what was her feelings? Was it love? Or something else?
She didn't know, she just feel something special towards him. Was it attraction? Or something else she didn't know. She just know she was not scared of him but his every rejection towards her making her more attracted to him.
Maybe because he was someone who showed their bad side to everyone and their good side to no one, which why people misunderstandings him as devil instead of angel.
Maybe he was an devil, not an angel, but devils are also known as fallen angel. If he was devil then he must have reason to become one.
No one is evil until something evil happens to them. And she believed Sebastian was not eviled too, she just need to know the reason which made him the devil. And she wants to help this devil, maybe she can't get him but she can still him as a friend. He had also helped him yesterday, and she should do it too. No matter what he thinks of her. She will help him.
Sebastian left her room, without looking back at her. He left her room and walked to the corridor. It was still early, and it was all pindrop silence. He on her door after closing it.
This the best he can do, he can only push her away, and make her stop falling for him if she ever thinks of falling for him, she should give up the idea.
She had a future, a future as a brilliant doctor, good daughter. He can't come in between her path to beautiful life and pull her to his hell. Why to give her the same curse he had? He hated everyone, and mostly him. For him human were the most greedy creature and he hates them.
But she was different, he didn't felt disgusted nor hated towards her unlike others, even when they first meet. His eyes were lock at her even before she saw him.
When he was on their way to her school, he saw her back figure from inside the car and instantly something captivated his heart. He was curious to see her, to know her and when he was about to see her, Sameulson called him and got him distracted.
And when he was finally done with Samuelson, the car already stopped in front of the school gate, he walked out and glances and saw two girl. He didn't know which one was her. Until her giving the speech, he could easily tell it was her. The girl on he road.
But when he heard Sameulson said, he just got furious and thought of using her as prone against him.
He didn't feel anything it was just a feeling he could never express in words. He had no words to describe it. It was sweet, a bit bitter, a little salty and little sour, in other words he felt every taste.
But he still didn't thought of her someone who will make him worried, but today for the first time he felt fear, fear of losing beloved one.
Even when his mother was put into prison by his father, he didn't sobbed nor said anything, he was like a statue who had no emotions inside him, just a robot who was assigned to do something and he will do. If he was assigned to kill he kills, there was nothing difference between him and robot.
He always kept scary face because he was scared, he was scared that he will start getting emotions and end up like his mother.
His mother fall for a guy who she shouldn't have and she got her punishment, and still getting. He didn't want Sarael to become another woman like his mother, who gets punished like his mother only because they made only one mistake, they fall for a devil.