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Kim Seok Jun's Point of View
"I'm so sorry for your lost."
"Until we meet again..."
"Seokjin, he cheated on you!"
"He deserved it, he's better off without you."
"Stop....just...stop!!" I shout in pain as refuse to hear the whispers of a certain memory I do not want to remember.
"I will come back home safely, I love you Jun."
I grunted.
I cannot avoid the pains of losing the one I love...no, loved rather,
But...
"Jun he cheated on you! He impregnated two girls, and one of them is a minor."
Just because I could not avoid the pain of losing him that doesn't mean I should lose myself too. Especially for a person who used life to the fullest by destroying the life of others.
It's been a month since I lost my lover. I should be mourning over his death but here I am mourning, why am I not good enough? Why did he cheated on me and impregnate a freaking minor?! A sixteen year old highschooler? and a married woman?
I can't believe I loved a disgusting pedophile.
I loved him once, so it's normal to feel the pain of loss. But seeing people struggling in life due the actions caused by the person I used to love and treasure, pains me more!
I don't want to remember his existence or what was his purpose in my life before. Not after discovering his disgusting acts that he had been doing for over a year.
I don't want him, I don't want to remember the memories I had with him. He's repulsive and I abhor him.
Although It pains my heart and hurt my ego to be cheated on, It hurts my soul to see such life getting destroyed by some prick!
I got out of bed and washed my face on the bathroom.
I'm a very sensitive person who's been hiding in a strong persona. But, I am strong. I said to myself while looking at my figure in the mirror.
Seok Jun is strong.
I took a deep breath and faced myself for the last time.
I am strong.
Ding!Dong! Ding!Dong!
"Coming!" I combed my hair before making my way to the door. I checked the peephole; expecting it to be my mom, but only to be greeted by the one and only,
Kim fucking Zhan.
My bestfriend since birth. I opened the door immediately.
"What are you doing here?" I asked curiously as he made his way to my refrigerator.
"Get ready bitch, we're going shopping." He said while taking out some gummy worms in the fridge.
Gummy worms, my favorite..
"What are you looking at? Get yo lazy ass moving" He raised an eyebrow and ate the cold gummy worms on his hand.
This bitch is testing me, he should be thankful I love him.
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"I missed you." Zhan said.
"Even if you don't say that, I'm still gonna drive you to the mall." I said, completly used to his wicked tactics to get drived.
"No, I missed you." He insisted with a little tear at the corner of his eyes.
"If you insist." I shrugged.
"Fine! I wanted you to drive me to the mall but...seriously, I really missed you." He pouted.
"And... I know what happened, I'm so sorry for your loss." His pouting face turned into a serious expression.
"So, Where are we going first?" I asked completely ignoring his last sentences.
He knew what I was doing so he immediately complied knowing it's better than discussing topics I'm sensitive of.
"Taco bell!" He smiled brightly just like the sun in the middle of this hot and sunny day.
Spade's Point of View
"I'm craving for blood." I said out of nowhere and pouted.
"Control yourself, you nearly killed five people last night" Zachary said while reading a newspaper.
"You know, I only show this side of mine to you." I intentionally made my voice deep and seductive as I move closer to him.
Annoyed, Zachary put the newspaper he had been reading on the coffee table and looked at me intently.
"Boss, are you in heat?" He asked fiercely.
"What?" I asked completely not understanding his choice of words.
"I haven't seen you get laid." He took a sip on his dark coffee. How can he even like that? That's too bitter.
"Are you perhaps, a virgin?" He smirked.
"Fuck you." I said and stormed off.
"Wait!" He catched up.
"What?" I asked angrily.
"Bye virgin boy" He waved his hand farewell and laughed.
I shut the door in front of his face and left the building.
Me? A virgin? At least I can make a girl scream even if it's just my fingers!
I kept walking with my mind clouded with thoughts on how I can get my revenge on Zachary.
Not knowing where my foot is leading me, I kicked a garbage can due to frustration.
Even if how much I try to get my revenge on Zachary, he always outsmart me.
I sighed and gave up.
"Aren't you gonna clean the mess you made?" A familiar soft spoken voice spoke behind me.
"And you are?" I asked facing the owner of the voice.
"Kim Seok Jun" A beautiful boy with black and shiny hair introduced himself.
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