My introduction to the wonderful world of pornography came when I was spending a weeks holiday with my cool uncle Jack. With Jack out I took the chance to rummage through his cupboards and came across a copy of Playboy. I was instantly hooked. The sight of female flesh quickly became like a drug to me. Though young, I began to find ways of obtaining porn and collecting and stashing it. My tastes developed as I grew older, topless soft-core gave way to full frontal to hardcore, to full penetration (what an afternoon that was!) to increasingly bizarre stuff like BDSM and watersports. By the age of 19 I had a fair collection stored secretly in my room at home and my addiction, to be fair was paramount in my life.
I was still living at home with my parents and sister, Lee. We lived on a farm twenty minutes from the city and lived a quiet, lonely existence most of the time. But my lack of friends was covered by my obsession with porn. While my classmates lusted after the likes of Britney Spears, Christina Aguilera and Jennifer Lopez, my fantasy females were Jenna Jameson, Jill Kelly and Tera Patrick.
My father ran his farm well and I helped out when not at college while my mother was a school teacher and my older sister worked in a bar. In truth I didn't pay a huge amount of attention to the twists and turns of my older sister's life. She was 25 and had had almost as many jobs as boyfriends (and she had had a lot of guys from all that my mum and dad complained).
Anyway, that's enough with history, to the present where my parents were on a weeks holiday with my dads sister in Canada and me and Lee are left together to keep everything ticking over. A recipe for disaster that saw our parents call at least four times a day to check up on us. Saturday afternoon and Lee was in town at her job until midnight so with the place to myself what was I to do? Easy. I got out the porn and got to jerking off over a collection of my favourite pictures. It was a hot, sweaty day and in no danger of being interrupted I stripped naked and spread the magazines out in a fan before me, with me kneeling at the centre of the filth, cock in my hand slowly teasing it to life.
I squeezed my eyes tight so that I could barely see the images of hardcore pornography before me and floated away to a place where, in my mind the naked women came to life and rather than my hand it was theirs that stroked my throbbing, growing cock. Being in that world of my own I failed to hear a car draw up in the yard, failed to hear the front door and failed to hear my big sister storm along the corridor and stop in amazement in front of my wide open bedroom door.
To be honest I don't know how long she spent watching me jerk off like that, I only became aware of her being there when I heard her hand slip on the frame - she had been leaning against it apparently most interested in what her younger brother was into. What a sight I must have been, stark naked, on my knees with a eight inch hard cock resting in my tightly gripped right hand surrounded by images of porn.
We stayed like that, staring at each other, for what seemed the longest time. The silence and the stifling humidity of the day were unpleasantly oppressive and I considered making the first move, either physically or verbally, but I couldn't. There really was no hiding exactly what I had been doing, my mind raced for some explanation I could proffer that would even have a faint plausibility but I could think of none. While we were caught in this eternal stare I was struck by how similar Lee looked to me in so many ways. Both of us had short dark brown hair and cloudy, hazel eyes set in a soft face. We were each quite short; I was 5'8" while Lee could only be 5'5" max, both on slim bodies. Despite what could be termed that 'boyish' description, Lee was also desperately feminine in other ways. Her short hair seemed to lie carelessly atop her head yet the effect was disconcerting and attractive. She also had the most wide open, appealing, pair of eyes imaginable and long lashes that fluttered around them. All this was in a small, well proportioned round face, nicely tanned.
She was dressed in her work clothes for the bar (she told me later that she was back early because she had just managed the double whammy of splitting up with her latest boyfriend and losing her job in the same day). She had on her favourite light brown, leather cowboy boots, a short denim skirt and a tight, white blouse. At that moment, despite my plight, I was struck that maybe my concepts of beautifulness and sexiness were not necessarily accurate. My image had been shaped by the magazines and videos that I had been so addicted to. Plastic and peroxide were my dream qualities in a woman. This was indeed a strange time to realise how wrong I could be.
Finally, Lee broke our impasse by stepping forward and into my room. It was not a big step but I knew it was significant. She could have stepped back and walked on, pretending this incident hadn't happened, it wouldn't have been easy but she could have done it. Instead she came towards me, she wasn't about to forget about it. My heart pounded even harder than before. She made it to the far edge of the fan of magazines and pictures before stopping and breaking eye contact with me to closer examine the material at her feet before speaking to me.
"So this is what you're into is it?".
She spoke in a strange voice, I had expected anger or scorn, and they were both there but really it was more like she was talking to herself and considering the whole thin as if I wasn't even there. But that really made sense, for being brother and sister we were not especially close as I grew up. There was the age difference for one thing and I guess in our own way we were selfish people, wrapped up in our own things, too busy to pay too much attention to our sibling.
Her voice seemed to break the trance I had been stuck in and mumbling unidentifiably I got up, covered my crotch inadequately with my hands and backed toward my pile of clothes determined to get dressed as quickly as I could.
"Stop! You just stay as you were little brother. Don't even think of arguing or you'll be in so much trouble."
Knowing she was right and also a little intimidated of the voice and attitude she was displaying I did just as she ordered and sank to my knees at the centre of the gallery of pornographic images before me. A gallery that Lee was now squatting before and studying intently. A gallery of depravity that showed: A huge breasted blonde sucking a massive cock half way down her throat; another blonde with a black cocks in her mouth, her ass and her pussy; a teenager with several loads of cum dumped on her smiling face; a guy trussed up and being stepped on by a jack-booted woman; a guy being fucked in the ass by a woman with a strap-on; a fake picture of a celebrity being fucked in a prison.
A minute of silence passed and I wondered how Lee would react to this, as if reading my thoughts she turned towards me and I was surprised to find not disgust on her face but something else, something I just couldn't place.
"So this stuff turns you on does it? Don't lie, I saw you before tossing off over this. I guess this explains why you've never had a girlfriend, eh? (it was true I hadn't and it was the reason) How much more have you got?"
I tried to deny anything else but she obviously read the lie in my face and it didn't take long for me to be hauling up my carpet, lifting the loose floorboards and hauling out my stash of porn that I had gathered over the years. I noticed that Lee was flushed and flustered and I assumed she was considering just how she would deal with this and what she would tell mom and dad.
In truth my situation did not seem to improve as she hauled open the box of delights as I stood on, naked and impotent to prevent her discovering the depths of my fantasies. She whistled at the large number of hardcore DVD's and videos she revealed, followed by an extensive collection of varied magazines but it was the items she discovered at the bottom of the box that intrigued her more than anything.
My face burned with shame as she pulled out a bright orange ball gag, followed by a little cock whip and finally a long, thin vibrator. I had bought all these items from a magazine some months ago.
Lee held the cream coloured vibrato by it's end and looked at me slightly mocking me.
"And where do you put this, little brother?"
No way was I taking any more of this and I made to leave angrily but she spoke and something in her voice made me listen.
"Listen Steve, I won't tell mum or dad but answer my question. I want to know. I'm interested."
I couldn't bring myself to meet her intense eyes as I mumbled an answer.
"Well, sometimes I, ah, well I stick it in my asshole while I jerk off. Please don't tell, this could ruin me, please Lee!"
"It's OK. Trust me. But I want to see this one, I'm intrigued."
Bizarrely, she handed me a DVD and figuring what the hell I fed it into the machine in my bedroom, seconds later my TV came to life with the sights and sounds of a girl being gangbanged, taking two cocks at the same time while a group of guys waited for their turn with her. Turning to view Lee's reaction, I was astonished to see her right hand dip below the belt of her skirt and begin to fumble at her crotch. My god, she was turned on by all this! I realised in a rush of sensations, including a sudden re-hardening of my cock.
Suddenly, it was as if I was no longer in the room and Lee dug deeper and deeper and began to give low, soft moans as she rubbed furiously at herself. I didn't know what to do, standing there behind her as my penis gradually began to rise up and stand pound and erect. Watching Lee and the action on screen was too much of a temptation and I could not resist slipping my hand to my cock and slowly rubbing it backwards and forwards. We stayed like that for a mere minute or so and our mutual guilty pleasure was compounded as the girl on screen suddenly screamed in the throws of orgasm as the thick cock at her mouth exploded in thick cum over her face. Lee turned around to face me and I could see her face was a mix of confusion and lust, with lust predominant.
She removed her hand from her skirt, ran it over her tight blouse and I heard her utter the words "God I need cock!" and she slumped to her knees before me, atop the image of fornication of my porno magazines.
Like she had said I had never had a girlfriend and the moment that her pink lips connected with my stretching foreskin was one of pure electricity. Lee felt it too as her eyes blazed up at me defiantly, as if daring me to pull away, to see this as the illegal, taboo act it was. Maybe if my head was ruling me then I might have, I don't know. But it was my cock that controlled me and I allowed her to widen her mouth and take more of my hard cock into it, delighting in the moist, warm pleasures of her tongue and mouth. She manipulated my twitching penis masterfully and I was in heaven as she began to suck gently on almost the its full length. My hands hung unemployed by my sides and for some reason it came into my head that I had to do something with them so, remembering the scenes of my favourite films I placed them on Lee's silky, soft hair and guided her head back and forth onto my member.
God! This was so wrong, but so right as well!
I looked down deep into Lee's wide, intense eyes and I think she saw in them that there was no way I could hold on much longer and she pulled her head back and whispered to me.
"Over my face, blow your load on my face."
I obliged her request spraying strands of my sperm all over my big sisters elfin like features. We seemed to freeze again and in slow motion I watched my seed drip down her face onto her chin and to the magazine below her. Her fingers reached tentatively for the sticky mess on her face and she played it onto her index finger and slipped it inside her mouth to lick it clean. Our breathing was uncontrollable and fierce, the moment so intense I feared I might collapse.
And then the guilt kicked in, I stepped back suddenly aware of what we had done, Lee got unsteadily to her feet and I saw uncertainty in her face and she almost ran out and along the corridor to the bathroom. I heard the door bolt slam into place and I sat on my bed wondering what this all meant for us.
Nineteen years and eight months of life hadn't really prepared me for how to deal with a situation such as this. In a daze I stumbled around my room unsure what to do, half tidying up the mess of stuff on the floor, half making it more untidy. I heard nothing from the bathroom. Finally, I turned off the TV and just rammed all the magazines and stuff under my bed, threw on a new pair of shorts and a T-shirt and went for a walk. That was something I tended to do, go for long walks on the farm, it allowed me to think. But maybe that was one of my problems, I thought about things too much. I certainly had a lot to think about that afternoon.
I was away about three hours, time enough I thought for Lee reach a decision because I sure as hell hadn't. The house was warm but quiet for my return, there was no sign of life and I wasn't quite sure whether to be disappointed or relieved. Her car was still outside so I assumed she was still there but as I crept upstairs and checked out all the bedrooms I could find no sign of her. I couldn't find my voice to call out but a bang downstairs alerted me that she was in the kitchen. On trembling legs I descended.
She was sat on one of the large wooden chairs at our dining table, dressed in her fluffy, white dressing gown. I looked at her face to try and get a read on what she was thinking.
"Steve, I..."
"Lee, we..."
We both spoke at the same time and cut off simultaneously as well and she sat and I stood both looking wistfully at each other.
She moved on her chair and motioned that I should sit at the chair at right angles to hers at the table. I moved to obey but could not tear my gaze away from the long length of naked tanned skin that revealed itself as she moved in her chair. My mind could not help but wonder if she had any clothes on under the dressing gown.
We talked at length about how it had been a one off, something we could never do again and never mention to anyone else and never again repeat. I am sure we meant what we said but the look in Lee's eyes belied her true thoughts and the stirrings in my loins belied mine even more. A silence hung between us again and seemingly searching for something to say she blurted out.
"So you've really never had sex before?"
Well how do you answer that when it is your older sister asking that? Fortunately, I never had to as she seemed to make her mind up, reached across the table top grasped my hand in hers and wordlessly she led me to the wooden stairs and we ascended, both knowing what must happen when we got upstairs.
She led me straight to out parents bedroom and once there released her grip on me and sashayed over to the large double bed. She turned to face me and whispered almost to herself.
"Oh God forgive me."
And then she used both her hands to undo the woollen belt around her white dressing gown and slowly parted both sides to reveal that indeed she was nude under it. Even as she had uttered all those platitudes downstairs she must have realised it would come to this. The robe slid from her shoulders and for the first time I gazed upon a beautiful naked woman, my foxy sister! She took something from the robe's pocket and threw it to me. I looked at it and found it was a condom.
"Once you're undressed put that on over your cock, then come and get me, I'll be your first."
With that the robe fell all the way off her body and she sat on the end of the bed and laid back and spread her legs as wide as she could. I was looking right down the split centre of my sexy big sister and seeing for the first time her sweet shaven pussy and the glistening flaps that surrounded it that I had only seen previously in my films and hardcore magazines.
I was overtaken with wanton lust and could not strip my meagre clothes off quickly enough and as I prised off my shorts my erection sprang up and I observed the sex-crazed look on my sister's face. No doubt about it, right there and then she was desperate for cock and would do anything and anybody to get it. I fumbled hopelessly with the condom wrapper, finally cracking it open and managing to pull it down over my straining penis. I looked up to see Lee gently stroking her pussy with her hands like a raving nymphomaniac from one of my films and nearly fell over the mat in my parents room in my haste to get over to her.
But reach her I did and acting from my porno knowledge I sank to my knees between her wide open thighs and positioned my mouth just inches from that sopping wet love hole in from of me. Lee looked down her body and nodded and moaned and motioned for me to get in there. I eased my tongue from my mouth and extended it until I felt the skin of her labia lips and began to lick and kiss them as I thought she would desire.
It was fine to begin with but Lee obviously wanted more and I felt her hand on my head pushing my face deeper into her groin, my tongue could do little else but enter her wet hole and play my panting tongue over her slightly protruding clit.. I ate her out for all my worth, working my tongue as never before and hearing from Lee's moans and groans and screams that she was, indeed, enjoying my efforts. Eventually, it was enough and she guided my head up with both her hands until I stood right up between her legs, my stiff cock jutting out over her toned stomach.
Our eyes met and I saw the desire in her hazel eyes and without any further ado I put my hands under her hips, lifting her up and slipped my cock easily into her sodden pussy. I relished the sight and feel of every inch of meat entering her shaven hole until I was balls deep inside her and then we began to rut. To really go for it, me thrusting forwards as hard as I could and Lee moving her more experienced body to match the rhythm and augment it. This was hot, hard, sweaty , passionate sex and I endeavoured to keep from coming for as long as I could, to stay as hard as I could, to keep on satisfying my gasping vixen of a sister.
We fucked like that for twenty minutes, I dared not try any of the other positions so prevalent in my magazines so intent was Lee on drawing me further into her. And then, together we climaxed , me feeling like never before as I fired a hard shot of cum into the skin like material of my condom, buried deep inside Lee's cunt.
After that it was hard not to feel an anti-climax and we rolled apart on the large bed and spent the next few minutes staring at the ceiling and considering what we had done. This reverie was broken by the shrill ringing of the phone at bedside. I turned in time to view Lee's sweet, peachy ass roll over and answer the handset.
"Oh! Hi Mum, er... How're you doing? That's great, and Dad? Oh everything's ...em...fine here. Steve? Yeah he's doing OK. No he's not here just now ( this as my hands caressed her ass). Yeah, I'll give him your love. Bye."
I lay there, feeling confused as I listened to our end of the conversation, following it pretty well. Lee hung up and without further comment I got up and headed to the bathroom. I needed a shower and a further think; this was not what I expected to be doing that Saturday.
I stood under the hot spray of water and let it trace it's way over my body, my mind racing, wondering how we would get through e week, actually never mind the week, how would we get through the night! And did I want to anyway? I also considered my 'first time'. I had not expected it to be like this, and it certainly had been memorable but altogether I had the feeling I would not always look back on it fondly. Still, who knew?
s stepped out of the shower to discover that there were no towels left so I had to sluice as much loose water off me and pad along the corridor to the airing cupboard that towels were stored in. I walked through the warm evening in the house and as I passed Lee's bedroom I got the shock of my life. I crept in and saw that the magazines lying on her floor were not mine but equally hardcore and pornographic. I saw that Lee had her back to me in her cupboard and I took the time to examine the magazine titles and see that they were similar to mine but different titles. What did this mean? I found out as Lee turned from her cupboard and I took in the massive strap-on dildo around her crotch pointing accusingly at me.
"You see little brother you're not the only dirty little pervert in the family, now bend over my bed and I'll give you the thrill of your life..."
I did as I was told without argument and as I awaited the touch of plastic on my ass I reflected how life was going to be real interesting from now on.