Kurt, my son, is my life. My grown boy recently set off for college, leaving me alone in my tidy World War I-era bungalow. Although his dorm room is exactly 73 miles from my front door - I checked the odometer on my grey Buick on the trip home after dropping him off - he returns to me as often as possible.
I tell him he needs to find some girls his age to court. He nods, but there's no denying his mother is his first love. His heart and his body are still my domain, but I know that will change in time. For many years, I've prepared myself for this scenario, which has yet to play out.
At thirty-eight, I still have a nice figure. I'm of average height or less, with short-cropped brown hair and D-cup breasts. My tits barely sag, and are capped with large, reddish-pink areolas. My nipples, which Kurt had nursed on for many years as a child, and now suckles today during our incestuous escapades, become hard and pointed with the least provocation.
3.
In reverie, I drift back through the years, back to when I was a horny, young single mother. After forcing myself to wean Kurt from my breasts, fearing schoolmates or family would discover our naughty secret, a massive void opened in my daily routine.
My nipples. Oh, God, always my abused nipples. Not having Kurt to entertain me, I would tug on them mercilessly, imagining his hungry mouth. I would cry out, emitting a low, guttural noise as I dug my nails into the tortured buds. My pussy throbbed. My hips gyrated as I rubbed my ass on the now-ubiquitous beach towel I had spread out on the bed to absorb the wetness from my constantly aching pussy. Now I just needed my little vibrating friend.
Reaching into the nightstand, I brought out the now-seasoned tool. With the flick of a thumb, it came alive once again. Quickly, the noise became muffled as I slid it deeply into my box. Wetting it thoroughly with my juices, I began to work it around my clit. I had to be careful not to come immediately. My pussy had a hair-trigger. Careful...careful...
Oh, what the hell.
"Arrrghhh," I growled, humping gently into the air as my friend brought home the first hit. I imagined someone watching me with disapproval. Oh, God, another one!
"Ohhh...ahhggg," I gasped and panted, wetness covering my ass. Fresh, warm milk trickled down the side of my breast as I punished my poor nipple.
This game would go on for an hour or so until both my pussy and nipples burned from abuse. Dutifully, I licked my little friend clean and tossed it back into the nightstand. Then I would rub my hands all over my ass and crotch, bringing my wet hands to my mouth repeatedly to consume as much of my juice as possible.
Rolling off the bed, I would kneel on the green, short-pile carpet, covering my face with the wet, musky beach towel, inhaling the heady odor of fresh sex. Often, I wept. I longed for my son, and the closeness of his body. I needed my brother, and his ability to satisfy my cravings.
Glancing at the clock on the mantle, I realized it was time to pick up my son from school. I cleaned up and made myself proper. If only the outside world knew what a whorish slut I was.
4.
Regular interludes with a breast pump kept me from leaking all over my blouse, but did not provide the direct stimulation I craved so much, so I would find myself with my hands cupping my tits, pulling on my buds more and more brusquely.
A quest ensued for tactile pleasure. At home, I took to leaving off my bra entirely. The habit seemed quite unnecessary inside my abode, anyway. My breasts still had enough firmness not to sag like a pair of half-empty water balloons. The fabric of my tops became thinner. I took to wearing cheap, one-hundred-percent polyester tee-shirts with a deep vee-neck in the front. I opted for one size too small, so it would sheath my body like a sausage casing. Staring at myself in the bathroom mirror, I looked quite the whorish slob. Sensually, though, I was in heaven.
Taking care of the chores at home, I felt almost topless. The texture of the polyester fabric rubbed constantly against my nipples. When I stopped to touch them, I no longer had to reach underneath my top. On the occasion I would start to lactate, due to the stimulation, large wet spots would appear on the tips of my breasts. I ignored them, letting the milk stay, cold and wet, coating my nipples, keeping them painfully erect.
I imagined myself as some bored-out white trash divorcee, tramping around her trailer, waiting for her children to come home from school and fuck her, or to watch her get fucked by her brothers. As I bent over to remove laundry from the dryer, the fabric would rise above my ass, leaving it exposed and vulnerable. I imagined some neighborhood beast sneaking up behind me and raping me. He was black; dark, shiny black. In my middle-class, Caucasian world, he was the epitome of raw, virile manhood, and the personification of the inner fire that I desperately fought to tame.
All of this kept my pussy constantly wet. Frequently, I would dip my finger in and taste myself. Sometimes, I would spread the juice thickly under my nose so I could sniff my aroma constantly. Nights in which I would be awakened by vivid, erotic dreams became frequent. My daily vibrator sessions relieved my needs for only a short while. Many nights, while Kurt and I watched television, I would circle my clit with my index finger, teetering on the edge of climax for hours, before quietly erupting with my son none the wiser, that is, with the exception of one careless evening.
I had taken to skipping a day when washing my pussy. The scent didn't escape my panties, but a quick dip of my finger revealed a scent more powerful and erotic than I had ever dreamed. Like any addict, with time, I required an increasingly stronger dose of the drug for it to have the needed effect. One time, I foolishly skipped two days.
"Mom," Kurt remarked, sniffing the air. "I think the cat peed on the carpet."
I had been busy making a porridge in my panties as Kurt and I watched television. Blissfully lost in my personal aromatherapy, I was unaware of the strong pussy odor filling the room. The moment Kurt spoke, I snapped out of my masturbatory dream, wiping my hand on my thigh.
"Let me check," I said, jumping up and fleeing to the bathroom. I quickly hosed out my cavity, then returned to the living room with a bottle of cleaner, a bucket of hot water, and a sponge. After pretending to look for the imaginary spot, sniffing around the living room on my hands and knees, careful not to expose my bare ass, I stopped. "Here it is," I said, and proceeded to clean up cat pee that wasn't there. Kurt didn't have any reason to be suspicious and, shit, I never did that again.
But damn, I needed a man! My dreams/nightmares all had the same theme: fucking, or, more accurately, incest. What a nasty name for something I enjoyed so much. My brothers would fuck me and, perhaps a remnant of my secret adolescent wishes, my mother watched. In all the years I fucked at home, I never had the impression my mother knew what was happening under her roof. Dad was never around to care. Maybe I sought her approval? It was a perfectly logical desire. During my sessions with my siblings, other relatives and some friends, I always kept an ear open and an eye on the door. My worst fear, and my biggest wish, was that my mother would witness the depravity to which her babies had sunk and approve. And perhaps join in the debauchery.
One vivid dream visited me early one morning. As my youngest brother Billy pumped away between my open thighs, I felt a gentle hand on my bare shoulder. Gazing up, I saw my mother's soft face and beautiful eyes. She wore that ancient silk nightgown, the cream-colored one which had worn to threads countless years ago, but now glowed as if new. The gown was open at the top, and I could see the outline of her breasts, capped by the pointed, succulent nipples I had nursed on those many years ago. Her smile, barely visible in the dim light, showed approval and her hand squeezed reassuringly.
"Go ahead," her voice murmured in my brain. "Let me watch my children fuck. You need to come for Mama."
Now exposed, her breast nearly touched my face. Time had jumped forward a few minutes. My brother and I had both orgasmed as my mother watched, and now his naked body adhered to mine. With a mixture of shame and arousal, I knew mother had concentrated on my face as I came. She must have needed some, too. Without hesitating, I took her nipple in my mouth and sucked powerfully. She groaned and I could feel the magic silk of the nightgown touch my hot skin. I knew I was a young girl, filled with my brother's seed, staring at my mother's nipples caressed and accented by the fine, pink silk of her nightgown, unable to comprehend the messages my body and mind were screaming at me.
Now, I knew. Now, I could do to her what I wanted to do so many years ago, but did not know how. I rubbed my face between her breasts, inhaling the scent of her skin and that cheap, intoxicating dime-store perfume she always wore. I speared the other nipple, making her hiss with joy as her daughter stoked the fires of her body.
"Ohhh, honey," she whispered blissfully in the night, "you love Mama's tits, huh?"
I merely moaned affirmatively, my mouth filled with her breast. Mother's hands stroked my naked body. My brother disappeared into the night as my mother stretched out beside me. Our bodies touched as I became bolder, and hornier. Impatiently, I began to kiss her body. Wet, sloppy, licking kisses that wet her flesh as I tasted it. I had never been so bold with my mother, not even in a dream, but, fuck it, now was the time. Half-crazed with the taste and scent of my mother's body, I had to have more. Devouring the soft flesh of her smooth belly like a lioness gorging on fresh prey, I licked my way down to her dark, thick forest.
"Oh, baby." Mom whispered as she realized what her baby wanted, "Taste it." She shuddered with sinful need.
"Eat it."
Mom's hand touched the back of my head as my mouth came in contact with her wetness.
"Ahh...ahh," Mom's mouth opened wide, her lips glistening. She lifted her pubis slightly to meet my hungry mouth as it invaded her body.
"Ohhh," she quivered, pulling her gown down, past her shoulders, exposing her breasts entirely. Slowly, she brushed her fingertips over her breasts in a circular motion.
My tongue lunged repeatedly into my mother's pussy. My cheeks glistened with wetness as I savored the pungent musk of her most private area.
I almost died when my sweet mother began to undulate against my face. I hardly noticed it, at first. She hesitated, or so it seemed. She may have been leery about returning her daughter's lust. To my mother, having her baby girl as the aggressor, although bad enough, may have been acceptable in some weird twist of logic, but actually responding and participating in such a degenerate activity was even worse. Nonetheless, Mom started bumping her bush against my mouth as I tongue-fucked her.
Cupping her ass cheeks with my hands, I began to flick my tongue back and forth over her clit.
"Oh...ohhh," Mom was squeezing her nipples aggressively by now, "you found my spot." She moved and humped sporadically, contorting her face as if I was torturing her. My mouth was filling with a mixture of saliva and Mom's lubricant. I had to swallow lest I dribble all over the blanket. That was unacceptable in my mother's house.
Mom's clit was so erect by now, I started sucking it like a tiny penis, bobbing my head up and down, focusing an incredible amount of suction through my pursed lips. It didn't take much longer for mother to come. Through all the shame and embarrassment tormenting her maternal mind, the inevitable orgasm shattered the last of her reserves.
"Ahhhh," Mom convulsed, her body jerking as if shot. Her pussy slapped against my face from the shock, drenching me from chin to forehead. She had no control over her orgasm as it ripped once, then twice, through her body. All she could do was grab the sides of the bed and hang on for dear life.
As the seizure ebbed, Mom moved her hips languidly against my face as I lapped up the remainder of her juices.
When I finished, I snuggled against my mother's near-naked body, my wet, glistening face inches from hers.
Turning to me, my mother smiled and kissed my wet mouth.
"Mmm," she tasted herself on my lips. Then she kissed me again, sucking on my lips and tongue. Our tongues commingled for a moment, them Mom began to lick her juices from my face, like a mother cat grooming her kitten. Sighing, I relaxed and let her clean me.
"Oh," Mom remarked. Her hand had touched my pubis, which was, of course, undeniably wet, "I need to take care of my baby."
I closed my eyes and smiled as my mother's mouth began working on my own aching pussy. I opened my eyes long enough to see her watching my face as she disappeared beneath my pubic mound.
I awoke, sobbing from the intensity of the experience. The worst part was realizing it was all a dream. I would close my sleep-blurred eyes, as if I could will the experience from the recesses of my brain. Touching my pussy, of course, it was dripping all over the sheets.
"Well," I thought, "since I have to change the sheets anyway..." I pushed two, then three, angry fingers deep into my hole, raping it through several orgasms until I could relax and focus on the day ahead.
5.
Billy, my youngest brother, had been the only sibling to stay within easy visiting range. My other two brothers had left Loserville (one of the many names we had coined for our hometown) the moment they graduated from high school. Although we had been a close family (in every sense of the word) until then, Neil and Jeffrey knew life would amount to nothing unless they went to college and a big city filled with opportunity. We conversed by phone, and they returned home every year or so, visiting me, Kurt, Billy, and his family, but mostly to see our mother.
Now that they were educated, successful men with wives and families, our undercover past might as well have not existed. All I got now was a hug and a kiss on the cheek. I understood, though. Why would they jeopardize their happiness for a quick sister-fuck for old time's sake?
Billy was the only brother who never stopped making love to me. From high school, during my quick, stormy marriage to Bud, through the nasty divorce and its aftermath, Billy always managed to drop by, secretly, and give me some loving release, and renewed hope for the days ahead.
True, I never attempted dating after my divorce. I was never the outgoing type, and after experiencing Bud at his worst, I vowed never to endanger my life or, more importantly, my baby's life again.
My brothers wisely suggested I take out a life insurance policy on Bud. We did, for $150,000, right after the doctor informed us of my pregnancy. Bud forgot about it almost immediately, as he was more interested in finding a sex partner who didn't have a bulging, pregnant belly. He became violent when challenged. They pried his cold body out of a crumpled, black Chevrolet, late one night, and that was it.
Billy lived with his wife and two children about thirty minute's drive from my house. On the turnpike, with light traffic, Billy could cut that time down to twenty minutes in his vintage Buick Riviera, equipped with a radar detector.
In the past year, though, his marriage had hit some turbulence. Billy was never the aggressive type, and his wife started demanding a more affluent lifestyle for her and the children. He always worked long hours, but this didn't satisfy his wife. Although patient and kind, Billy had his limit, and she had reached it.
As a result of his abysmal home life, our conjugal visits had been virtually eliminated. With him preoccupied, trying to save a moribund marriage, he had no time for his needful sister. Billy wasn't available to recharge my batteries, and they were running very low.
6.
I needed a warm man - hell, a warm anybody - to love me. Not having seen my youngest brother in ages, it got to a point where I would spend hours, staring at the front door, willing my beautiful brother to come to me.
One morning, my willpower paid off.
I had returned from dropping Kurt at school, and had slipped into a silk robe, one very much like the robe my mother used to wear, preparing for my usual masturbatory session. I had discovered the robe at a local thrift store. Initially, I couldn't believe what I had found. Except for the color (this robe was more of a baby blue than the areola pink my mother had), the robe was an exact copy of what had come to be the stuff of dreams, in perfect condition, right down to the identical manufacturer's label.
Almost fainting from excitement, I snatched the garment from the grungy rack of leftovers. My hands trembled as I pulled three dollar bills from my purse, handing them to the cashier.
"Are you all right, miss?" the woman asked, examining my pallid complexion.
"Fine," I stammered. "I just need to eat something," which was true. I forced myself not to drive recklessly as I sped home.
The moment I closed the front door, my clothes dropped to the floor as I slipped the silk robe over my shoulders. The fine silk passing over my skin caused such a strong, erotic reaction, I almost screamed. Needless to say, I humped the nearest available object (in this case, the back of a kitchen chair), my tits jiggling wildly, until the fire in my pussy was momentarily under control. I took the robe to bed, extinguishing all of the light in the bedroom until I could see just enough to crawl under the blankets.
The next few hours may have been a dream. I rubbed the silky robe over my body, letting it pass over my lips, tickle my breasts, and caress my most private parts. I can't remember how many times I came or whether or not my mother came into the room to help. I dozed and entered the twilight world where the brain can run free. I almost forgot about Kurt that day. He didn't realize his mother was ten minutes late retrieving him that overcast Thursday afternoon.
The next day I devoted to feeding my new fetish. I spent several hours searching every store in town for the same hand-washing detergent my mother used on all her delicates, including her silk robe, years ago. The day wore on, and time was running out, when I stopped at the old hardware store my father frequented when he was alive. The place was going out of business, and everything was discounted. Most of the hardware, as well as other sundry items, were long gone, leaving the shelves empty, but I persisted. In the back room, nestled among the soaps and other ancient cleaners, was the Holy Grail: a case of Gentle-Brite; eight green, six-ounce plastic bottles for eleven ninety-five, plus tax. Sold!
Filling the bathroom sink with warm water, I poured a capful of the cream-colored liquid and swished it around with my fingers. Closing my eyes, I inhaled a scent I had not known since my childhood. Amazing how a scent can stimulate more memory cells than anything else. After coming all over the robe, and my clean sheets, the previous day, I realized how much the robe smelled like the musty bin of the thrift store.
Pushing the garment into the sudsy water, I allowed it to soak overnight, rinsing it clean the next morning. I tossed the robe into the dryer and allowed it to tumble on the "delicate" cycle for ten minutes. I stood, nude, waiting for the buzzer to sound on the dryer. The moment it did, I pulled the door open and retrieved the robe.
The fresh, familiar scent of the robe, along with the silk caressing my skin, returned me to a painfully aroused state. Tugging on my nipples impatiently, I cried, murmuring pleas for a lover to come help me. Rushing to the phone, I picked up the receiver and began to dial Billy's phone number.
Halfway through the last digit, I stopped, placing the heavy, black receiver back in its cradle. I grabbed a beach towel and tossed it on an old, wooden chair next to the picture window in the living room. The sun was positioned so that I could see out, but there was slim chance of anyone seeing in.
I sat on the chair, bare ass against the towel, facing the window. The robe, bunched up above my hips, lie open, exposing my body. My thighs spread wide. With both hands, I raked the faithful dildo over my clit, never closing my eyes as I watched the world outside. The chair creaked violently as I came.
Placing my foot on the wall next to the window, I continued, stabbing my sopping-wet hole as tears rolled down my cheeks. Sobbing, I watched my neighbor's boys play basketball in their driveway. The exquisite pain from my loins reminded me of life, and that I was part of it. The chair protested again as I growled through another orgasm. Immediately, I began jabbing myself again.
"Would you like to suck my tits?" I cried gently, eyeing the sweaty, young bodies through a sheet of tears, "I'll let you play with my pussy."
With a loud crack, the chair gave way, and I crashed to the floor in a pile of splinters.
Even with the wind knocked out of me, I arched my back in orgasm, then everything went black.
I was gone for only a minute. I didn't care about the scratches on my back or the splinters in my ass. The robe was intact, unscathed except for one spot of blood on the hem. I cleaned up the mess and dressed for reality.
Driving to Kurt's school, I tallied numbers in my head. How old was I when my oldest brother first popped my cherry? How old was he? And my second brother? And Billy? It would be many years before Kurt came of age, but his mother could be patient.
7.
A knock sounded at the front door, startling me out of my skin. I had never used the cord on the silk robe, but quickly tied it around my waist to keep the robe from falling open.
As I approached the door, I could see Billy's car parked in the drive. Looking through the peephole, I could see he was alone. I almost cried out with joy, but refrained, and opened the front door.
"Hey," I said, my face beaming. Our eyes met and no further greeting was needed. Billy walked in, shutting the door behind him.
"Are we alone?" he asked. I nodded, pulling my robe open. Our mouths interlocked as we kissed violently. I had been too long, too damn long. I had to fight to keep from attacking him. Holding him tightly, I wrapped my legs around his waist, grinding my wet pussy against his rough jeans. Already, I could feel his hardness. He took a few steps toward the bedroom, but we never made it, collapsing on the carpet of the living room floor.
He flung his shirt aside as I lie naked on the carpet. My hands tugged impatiently at his jeans, opening them to reveal a healthy bulge in his white jockey shorts. With his jeans halfway down his legs, Billy covered my face and breasts with kisses. I didn't need any foreplay.
"C'mon," I urged impatiently, pulling his cock free of his shorts. "Fuck me now."
Billy never needed coaxing. His Coke-bottle-shaped cock plunged into my womb, making a wet, slurping noise as he pulled it out and plunged it in again and again.
Hiking my legs back to allow my brother easier access, I clasped my hands around his arms and gazed at the nearly hairless torso I knew so well.
"God," Billy rasped as he pumped against me furiously, "you're so wet."
"Well, asshole," I hissed, clenching my teeth, "you haven't been taking care of things." I pinched his nipples hard.
Billy cried out as an orgasm hit. I contracted as I felt his warm come fill my womb. My orgasm wasn't far behind. Billy kept pumping, only stopping after I came several times.
Collapsing beside me on the carpet, his face nuzzled my robe.
"Hmm," he sniffed, "you smell like Mom." I swatted him as he laughed at me.
"Dammit," I stared into his face, "where have you been?"
Billy remained silent, searching my eyes for sympathy, but I wasn't going to give him any. Sympathy, that is. Finally, he spoke.
"I'm done with the bitch," he said, referring to his wife.
"It's about time," I replied, "but what about the kids?"
"I'm not sure yet." Billy began rubbing his face against the silky fabric, "The lawyers are taking over, so now it's bargaining and waiting and all other kinds of bullshit. I packed up and left the house."
My heart beat faster as I considered the possibilities.
"Where are you staying, then?" I turned my face to his. Our noses almost touched. His breath smelled like the Marlboros he smoked when he was stressed.
"At a fuckin' motel," he scowled. "Where else would I go?"
I knew Billy well enough to know he wanted to stay with me, if for only awhile. It was like God had almost starved me to death, then, without notice, dropped me into the middle of a buffet. I fought to keep from laughing. Instead, I rolled him over on his back. His cock, still erect, bobbed back and forth as I straddled him, lowering my ass around his glistening tool. My tits bounced as I began to move against him. His cock felt so magnificent. It was just the right size for my pussy. I rubbed his chest, caressing his nipples.
"Oooo," Billy took my hands away, "don't make me come too fast." He kissed my fingertips and rubbed them against his stubbly face. "Let's just take an easy ride."
"Why don't you move in here for a while?" I gasped between thrusts. "You can stay here until it's over."
Billy smiled. "Okay." He knew that we both wanted it. Badly.
I stepped up on my pumping. It had been so long since I'd been on top, I was out of shape. My skin began to glisten and sweat beaded and trickled down my body. My heart pumped wildly as I gasped for more oxygen. I threw my head back, rejoicing loudly with each orgasm.
Thank you, God.