A long time ago in the Xin family a boy was about to be born. "Come on one more push Ying Yue!" A large woman who was the midwife exclaimed. Ying Yue was Ryuks mother, and this is his birth.
So on that day a perfect birth transpired, but the midwife still had an unsightly expression. The midwife felt an unbearable feeling wash over her when she was near this baby, but she was a professional so she washed the baby after having cut the umbilical cord. She then wrapped the baby, and quickly passed the baby back to his mother. The mother similarly felt a feeling of fear when she held her baby, but the joy of seeing her child alive and well repressed any dissatisfaction. The baby looked into the mothers warm eyes, and his eyes also became warm. A man with a short blonde beard and short blonde hair came in - it was Xin Feng. "Ying Yi are you ok?" Xin Feng asked the tired mother. "Yes, yes. You should be more worried about our son!" She said with a scolding tone. "..." Xin Feng bit his bottom lip, it was obvious he found the situation to be not the best. "He doesn't mean as much to me as you." Xin Feng furiously explained. A cold feeling exploded out of the baby Ryuk. Xin Feng found it hard to breathe, and fell to the ground. He looked up hesitantly and difficulty almost like he was looking at a divine being. Xin Fengs eyes met Ryuks cold and demonic eyes.
No one knew why Ryuk was like that. It seemed as if he had a killing intent so dominating and perverse that even gods would falter, those who were at a higher cultivation were able to resist it, but found the aura released out of Ryuk was akin to the aura of generals who had killed hundreds.
When Ryuk was two the servants found many bones and maimed skins outside his room in a shabbily built hole. Ryuk had killed over a hundred rabbits, 200 rats and other small pests. The situation in of itself was fine, but the gruesome scene scared even some professional hunters belonging to the family. Later in the year Ryuks mother fell ill, but she was supposed to make a full recovery soon.
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"Ryuk, my darling you shouldn't kill. Those pests are also living things. You are the most excellent and brilliant Star in this village dont ruin your shine with blood." Ying Yue spoke very gently while stroking Ryuks short black hair. "Mother its just that... If I don't kill I feel like a rock in the sea, and if i keep the desire in too long in it feels like I'm hungry or thirsty. It feels like the world is trying to forget me, and i can't stand that. Also I... I feel like if i hold it in the next time I feel it I would kill a human." Ryuk struggled and then fell deeper into the warm embrace. "Hmmmm. That is a problem. Okay! Ryuk remember this no matter if the world forgets you or hates you, you still have me, no matter what! Even if my an old wrinkly lady or i am reborn. Even if you hurt me my love for you will never extinguish. Even if you are Faraway, and i cant see you for millions of years I still hold you in my heart. Even if I no longer exist, the me that exists in your heart will love you always." Ying Yue spoke very confidently. She then started to hum a melody, and although it had happy words it seemed to pain Ryuks mother. "Mother why does father call you Ying Yi, and why does he no love me?" Asked awkwardly. "Ying Yi was my sister. Your aunt. She died many years before you were born, and your father went into a severe depression. So your grandmother forced my family to make me marry him, but I was already pregnant and even if i joined the family your grandmother said you would never be a member, and even your father who mistook me for your aunt agreed. I then decisively said i will not marry your father if he does not accept you, but your grandmother was a woman who never accepted deals she killed my family and beat me for three months and was about to kill you, and so i accepted." Ryuks mother looked very absent in the eyes, and told the story of Ryuks birth to the Xin family. "Mother..." Ryuk began to cry thinking about all the pain his mother went through, he felt an intense fury forming. "Your real father was a soldier he died in the first battle he participated in." She continued and looked even weaker and delirious than before. "I dont care about anything like that! Who cares if my father was a god! I'll achieve greatness and then you can be happy! Ill get you gold and gems and anything else you want mother." Ryuk exclaimed a shining gleam shining in his mothers eyes. "And as for the Xin family, I'll kill them all!" Ryuk furiously spoke, and a heaven defying killing intent was released out of his soul.
There was a poisonous silence in the room. Yin Yue slowly slouched her body seemed lifeless. Ryuk tried to wake his mother up, but she continued sleeping. Ryuks felt a icy feeling assault him, he lost his mind and began to wail uncontrollably, "Mother! Mother!"
Ryuk despised his existence. He killed the only person who loved him since his birth. Ryuk when he was 5 tried to kill himself many times, but each time a warm feeling followed by a sweet memory saved him. Ryuk finally decided that his existence should not be. He wouldnt eat even if the Xin family actually brought him food. Ryuk then when he was 7 tried to understand what to do, but to no avail. On the day he was beaten ugly in his room. Ryuk felt today was the day to end it all. A warm feeling spread out again and Ryuk felt a voice whisper to him, "Ryuk, my darling. My life is nothing special, but you my child are the greatest. Even if you were to kill me I would be happy if you could fly after that. I dont want to see you cry, but knowing how sweet you are you will." "Mother are you stupid, how can me killing you be good? Your the greatest thing I have. I dont need glory or anything else just you." A childish voice from the young Ryuk and the mature 12 year old Ryuk spoke simultaneously. "Idiot a parent is supposed to help their child succeed! No matter the cost especially when their child is like you - kind, honest, and having powerful will. Ryuk my time is short, but let me tell you this: that cold feeling that comes off you it has never affected me. It has always been the thing that has protected me!" Ryuks mom spoke in a scolding tone, and then in a bright eyed fashion. Ryuk came to a realization his killing intent can't kill. He remembered even when he was young a sick rabbit just felt a little slow when Ryuk released his killing intent. 'Its not proficient enough to kill.' Ryuk kept thinking of it. The reason this memory just came to Ryuk was because Ryuk had repressed all the good things his mother had said about him. He then remembered his mothers struggling expression, and this time a cold intent that could kill spread out from Ryuks body. A hunger for blood that he had suppressed burst forth with a sharp snarl. His eyes bloosmed red. 'XIN FAMILY! I WILL MASSACRE YOUR DESCENDANTS AND I WILL DESTROY THEIR SOULS!' A loud voice spread in Ryuks mind.