*BEFORE TRANSMIGRATED
Elena, were you crazy? Why? Why why why why this happened to me?. Ah, I didn't know why maybe I was insane. This heart could not stop beating like I was running for 20 laps.
My cheeks could not stop heating and blushing like a tomato.
My body was hot like I was in heat. It was too much. Yes, someone said first love makes us crazy in love, even though some cases proved that first love will never work smoothly or will never happen.
They said first love is the most beautiful thing ever in the world.
You can not stop looking at him.
You can not stop yourself hear his voice more.
You can not stop to spend time with him.
You can not stop your eyes searching for his presence.
You can not stop acting like a stalker to follow him everywhere like, a little dog asking for a pet.
It was why everyone said first love made you crazy.
It was why they said it will not always work.
The first love is beautiful when you love him from afar, but when you were in the dating period, they felt emptiness.
It was some expert who said it.
Even I didn't know which expert who had so many experiences in first love, But they said first love could work or could not have a chance.
As for my case, it was the later. I could not have a chance at all with him. I could not see him.
I couldn't hear his voice.
I couldn't talk about the weather with him. I couldn't joke around with him.
I couldn't ask him to teach me something that I couldn't understand. I even didn't have a chance to confess my feelings. Did you know why?
Did you think I was too ashamed to confess? No, I was brave to tell him my feeling. So did you know why I couldn't hear his voice, I couldn't see him? Yeah, the reason was quite crazy. Because of the one I like, he lived in a different world from mine. Did you think he was a ghost or some spirit? Of course not. The one I love is the craziest thing you can ever imagine.
Yeah, I met him in the store book when I walked towards my home. I took a long way to go home more than usual. But, something distracts my attention. Yeah, that is the first time I met him. You couldn't even say I met him. The more exact meaning was that I found him. Yeah, you could guess now, he was a character from a novel named Luke Vander.
I didn't read it yet, but I fell in love at first sight, ah yeah, I was maybe crazy. Fall in love with a fictional character? Even around otaku, I was the most insane woman. I meant otaku could look at the character's appearance. But as for me, I could only imagine his image in my head. I fell in love with him even after I finished reading the book.
I didn't like the female protagonist who played with his heart. The most exciting part, my name is the same as his wife, Elena Marlen. The thing that made me sad that it was even as his wife in the novel, he neglected her like she was nothing. She was just a wife in the certificate nor less or more.
I couldn't even confess, but I felt like I got rejected instead, even without making a move. Not in real life, not in the story world, I got rejected.
I was crying so much like a cry baby over the night. I always read the novel again and again like I went to meet my boyfriend. This female lead was a scumbag. She was so arrogant and cruel. She always used dirty works to chase away his peach blossoms. She wanted to be the Vander's family nominal wife. I knew she realized that he is better than the man she loved, but she couldn't stop thinking about his property.
To make his parents love her, she did everything at all like a crazy mad girl. I wondered why he loved this girl. But someone said love is blind sometimes. If it is me who got his love, I wouldn't ever let him go even a second. I will put the collar in his neck to show the world that he is mine and I am his. But never did I know, I will get transmigrated with bad ending with him.
*PRESENT TIME
When I opened my eyes, the night came. I thought I fell asleep, huh. It was too embarrassing. I hoped Luke didn't realize I fell asleep. I looked around.
"Do you know the moon is so beautiful tonight."
I reached Luke's hand. I held his hand and intertwined our fingers.
"Your hand is so big and warm, and it feels so comfortable."
"I hope you can wake up early."
"Your body will stiff if you wake up after a long time, but don't worry, I will massage your arms and legs to make you feel more comfortable."
There is a sound of phone vibrates on the table near Luke's bed.
"Ah, my phone, I will pick it up and then come back here."
I walked outside and looked at the screen. The name of Leo Marlen came up. It was one of my twin brothers, and he is the youngest boy of the family.
"Sister, where are you?."
He asked me without a hurry.
"I am at the hospital, what happened?"
"Hospital? did you get sick?"
He asked worriedly.
"No, it is Luke who is snot well."
"Your husband, huh, sister, did you know that our big brother got in a fight to get our parents property," Leo said with a mocking tone.
"So what? I don't care about them. It is their business, not ours, Leo, how is he? Reo is fine right,?" I said with a cold tone
"Reo is fine. You don't have to worry. We will come back soon from a business trip, let's meet up then sister, we brought something you might like", Leo said with a happy tone.
Reo and Leo are always gentle and cheerful around me, but they are a cold and hot-blooded man without me around. Our big brother Halka and Theo always hated us. They were afraid that we would fight against them for our parent's property. The original Elena's father didn't care about this little thing because, as for him, he would give the company for the powerful one. It meant he wanted us to fight each other and found the winner.
If Reo and Leo grow in that kind of condition, I bet their character will not be like this time. If the original Elena decided to abandon them and lived as she wanted, maybe their attitude would be more ruthless. Their family is abnormal. Their mother only gave birth to them, but after she gave birth, she would go back to her work as an international celebrity.
Our father never cared for his children at all. They never loved us. They got married because they had to, and their relationship is more like a business partner, so she only had a duty to give birth and did what she did after that.
This family is cold, and the children grow up with their caretakers. They only knew the face of their parents and barely met with their parents.
That was why each of them never thought of themselves as a sibling. The original Elena's big brothers never cared for her. They never protected her at all as a big brother.
They said, why did they have to protect her? Our parents never did the same thing, why did we have to care.
Elena felt sad to hear their cold words. It was not long after that, the original Elena's mother pregnant again with a twin brother. Elena never knew how or when their parents met each other, but she only knew her mother got pregnant, and after giving birth, she left the twin children at home. When the twin came, both the big brothers left her and lived alone in their mansion.
The original Elena lived with only her twin brother, maids, and bodyguard. Elena didn't want her twin brother had lack of love like her, so she gave her twin brother all of her love. She took care of them with care and full of patient. They were naughty when they were a child. They liked to cry. They run around. They were happy to bother Elena, but Elena never got angry and knew it was to get her attention.
She taught them everything she knew, and she protected them. They ever asked her about their families.
"Why didn't we have parents?" Reo asked with sad faces.
"Of course we have, they are both busy so...." before Elna could continue, Leo added, "They are always busy and never played with us, they didn't care about us they....."Leo stopped speaking suddenly.
Both of them looked at Elena, who cried sadly in front of them. Elena's eyes became red.
"Sister?." they talked at the same time.
They never saw their sister crying sadly like this. They were only four years old to know everything about their family situation, but their sister only eight years old to act like an adult. Their sister is always gentle towards the. She never got angry with them even when they were naughty, and they didn't want to listen to her words.
It was the first that they saw their sister crying more than making her angry or attracted her attention. They didn't want to look at her crying like this.
At that time they realized, their sister was the same as them, she was still a child, but she could act like an adult, her age was still young, but her attitude was already an adult.
They realized that she tried hard by herself to teach them, took care of them, and gave them her love. When she was looking for love herself, they realized it. Their sister tried to become both their sister and parents for them. She lived longer than them, but they realized that even their big brother only cared about themselves.
It was when they realized that they didn't need their parents or big brothers. They only wanted their sister to be happy, and they only needed her in this lifetimes. At that time, they realized that they must become powerful to protect her even their families could not lay a hand on her. They will make her a beautiful princess in their care.
"Sister are you okay?", Leo asked worriedly.
"Of course, I am okay. I just remembered our old life, when both of you didn't know what to do when I was crying.", I said with a little laugh.
"Sister," Leo said with blush in his face that I can not see.
"I miss both of you, but why didn't Reo call me? he hated me already?." I asked
"It is not because he doesn't care, it is just....", Leo couldn't explain it, Reo worked too hard, and he got a fever. He didn't want to make Elena worried, and Reo didn't want to make her worried.
"I understand, you were busy this time, there is a big project that both of you have to finish so tell Reo to take his medicine and tell him I am sorry that I can not go there to take care of him," I said worriedly.
Why did I know Reo got sick? In Elena's memory, I found out everything about the twin. I never had siblings because I was an orphan in my last life, so I was happy to get a younger brother. Reo always got sick when he was too busy with his works.
They are unique. Why did I say unique? Because they are both the CEO of their companies. That was why everyone called them The Twin CEO, but they didn't show up much in public, so no one truly knew who their true identity. They didn't want our families to know. They would prove that they were wrong to abandon them and their sister. They only met an influential person and all of them the CEO abroad, so they didn't feel worried to reveal their identity.
Even Luke didn't know Elena has a powerful twin brother in this country.
"Sister." Leo didn't know what to say, he looked at Reo pitifully, and Reo already knew what his expression meant. Their sister is not a fool that they can lie to.
"It is okay, let him rest more, and when both of you come back, I will make both of your favorite food," I said with a cheerful tone.
"Thanks, sister, talk to you later." Leo hung up the phone call.
I felt so excited to meet the twin. How handsome they are, I wonder.