I was worried about her. She didn't come to me. What happened to her? If she had an accident? What could I do? I could not protect her right now. It was the first time I felt so useless like this. I could not even protect the one that I wanted to protect.
I was so sad, but later she finally came. What happened? Why didn't you talk at all?. How did I know she came? I could feel her gentle atmosphere. She looked at me seriously. What happened? Are you okay? It tormented me when she was silent like now. But, finally, she started speaking.
From what I heard, she was sick for three days, and she lost her consciousness. She was not well, but I could not be with her. When I left her alone for years, was she sick too back then? I neglected her for long, and I didn't even know what happened to her.
I felt my heart burning in pain.
I wanted to touch you.
I wanted to see you.
I wanted to hear your voice more.
I wanted to hug you in my arm, and I wanted to spend more time with you.
She apologized to me because she came so late and made me worried. You didn't have to apologize to me. It was me who had to apologize because I couldn't be by your side when you needed it. Why was there a gentle girl like her? And why did I never notice her before? She always talked that she wanted him to be healthy. She massages me, but why did I felt that she was trying to flirt with me.
Even though I was unconscious, I could feel how the love she felt towards me by the way she touched me. Why did I suddenly feel wet? Was she crying? Why? What happened? Please don't cry. She said that I would divorce her when I woke up. No, don't talk like that, I wouldn't ever let you go.
She was crying. It was the first time I heard her cry like this. I didn't know how many times I made her crying in silence. I wanted to hug her and told her I won't let her go ever. My body felt sick all over because I hurt her gentle heart. I heard from my parents that she didn't have a happy life all of her life.
She didn't get the love from her parents, and her twin brother is the only family she close to, then she fell in love with me, but she didn't get my heart too. It was the first time I felt like crying. She even knew I loved someone else. I was sorry for not noticing you before. I am sorry to make you cry in the place I didn't know. I am sorry to make you alone. She could sing too. Her voice was soft and gentle. She sang it very well, and I can felt the heartache she felt from her song. In the future, I won't let you shed tears again. I will protect you and raise you like a princess in the palm of my hands.