I could feel it. Times seemed to stop and passed too slowly. I didn't even know what time was it or the date of today?. The only thing I know, I felt like I had died, but fortunately, I was still alive. I could not remember the accident very clearly. The only thing I knew, the sound of breaking and the bright light that made me blind, after that only thing I remembered that I was on this bed and I could not move an inch of my body.
The doctor said that I was in a deep coma. They even said there was little hope for me to wake up. I knew how desperate my parents were without looking at their faces. My accident made my parents so sad because I was the only son they ever had. If I died, they would live their lives lonely.
We quarreled last time. I could even hear my parent's voices through my mind. They never liked Miona. I didn't know why they hated her so much. If it was not for Elena, maybe they could accept Miona like they accepted, Elena. Why did they hate Miona so much? I didn't understand it at all. They said she was not a good girl, and forcing someone to love you was the wrong thing.
But they never knew how wrong they were to force me to marry Elena. I didn't love her, I didn't know her, and she was just a stranger for me. Why they insisted on this girl? She was not pretty at all. All I could look at was how ugly she was. She is a princess from Marlen Family.
They forced me to marry Elena because she was a noble like me too? How naive they were to think that I would give up on Miona.
Later, Luke never predicted how wrong he was.
I knew she loves me. I knew it. But it was just me who tried to convince myself. Why did she never look at me, sometimes I wondered why?
After I was in a coma, she never visited me. Now I realized how unimportant my existence for her. It was not just this matter. Maybe she would abandon me too.
She married me maybe because I am rich, but she is not penniless either too. But I felt shocked when I hear her clear voice with my parents.
"Elena, it would be hard on you, and it is the best for you to divorce him.", my dad said like it was an easy matter.
"What are you talking about, Dad? do you know how much I love him just because he is unconscious that doesn't mean I will leave him alone", Elena insisted
"But Elena, don't think we didn't know how he treated you, he never cared for you, and he abandoned you.", my mom said with so much difficulty.
"I don't hope for more, no I never hope for more from the beginning, I know his cold character, I choose him my self so I won't ever feel regretful at all, I know he will never reciprocate these feelings but at least let me take care of him.", she said it softly.
"It will waste your young life, and we will never know when he will wake up.", my dad said his concern.
"Dad, I ask you one thing, it is a waste of time to care for my husband? Marriage is not a game. Marriage is to accept whatever happens in our marriage. We will get through sadness and happiness together, how come I leave him in sadness moment? I am not willing to leave him even though you forced me to.", Elena told my parents full of confidence.
"Elena, you are truly a kind and gentle girl, how come he never noticed such a pearl in his hand but looking at others? it is my fault that you have to bear this painful memory", mom said regretfully
"Don't talk like that, this path I chose it my self, from the beginning I know how hard his character is, married to him is my only happiness.", she said it with pride.
Why she insisted on taking care of me, but I could feel how sincere and honest her words were. I could hear how much pride she put on me as a man who heard that kind of words would melt included me.
Her words made me realize that my parents were right. She is a gentle and cheerful girl. Her voice sounded soft and comfortable.
The way she called my name, I could feel how much she poured her love in that. The way she moved her body is very gentle, and the soft hand which massaged my body felt so comfortable.
She massaged me so carefully and full of care like I was the most important person for her. But I neglected her and abandoned her for years. She did not even feel angry. It always looked that she already knew that I left her, so she never hoped so much in me. It made my heart hurt so much. There is such a gentle girl in my palm, but I throw her away like she was not important at all. I could imagine how hard she controlled her emotions, but every time she came here, she never got angry. Her voice was soft and gentle like a wind.
I wondered how is her appearance. I never looked at her. I could even imagine how gentle she looked at me and how gentle she smiled at me. Did I wonder why I never noticed such a pearl? So they were right about how blind love is, you throw a beautiful wife for such a wildflower that full of thorns.