Seira Dean didn't want her feelings of favor to develop into love because it would only hurt her.
Seira Dean already entered the abyss of love, so she didn't want to go into it for a second, third, and any other countless times.
Someone who experienced the abyss of love would not want to go into it anymore.
Seira Dean was also one of some people who didn't want to feel the misery of falling in love.
Seira Dean was tired to try and try again, and she would always meet up with a tragic end instead.
Seira needed to face reality alone. No one would want someone like her who has so many disadvantages in herself.
It is a waste to have a beautiful face, a perfect body, a gentle & humble personality and has a sweet smile on your lips.
No matter how perfect your physique is, you won't ever get a boyfriend when you have a second or a third personality.
