Some stories are bound to start no matter what and some stories are bound to end no matter what.
A story starts the moment you enter the womb of your mother and you start impacting lives without even being aware of the fact that you are entering someone's story. You just become a part of it. You don't get to choose your story. You don't get live a life, you get to live the life that your folks give you as a blessing or should I say sometimes a curse.
Orphans that live with no parents wish to die sometimes or sometimes just accept the tough life and learn to live with the fact that they don't have ancestors villas to rely on their future.
And then there are another set of people who have everything great parents, great ancestors, great of everything and blessed with non drama amazing life and yet that tiny bit of "life" that just ruins everything.
Talking about kinds of people and life let's talk me "Moon".
The Moon quoted
" There I stood on the cloud of life and reality that said " You are alone and not bound to love ever.Its you and only you who will be with yourself with zero attention from happiness". I felt I would choke that night on my own tears. But I just laid my head on her lap and closed my eyes. She put her gentle warm hands on my feverish forehead and said "it will be fine don't worry". While her warm hands were wet with her own tears she wiped mine. I missed her with all my heart as she was gone now. Her love was purest form affection I ever got. It was so beautiful that wanted no returns ever it was self less. I've never loved no one like that my entire life and it it kills me to know the that doesn't exist not. It haunts me in my nightmares that if I find her, she'll leave me again and never return. She was the story I would wanna live again if I had any option.Just hold her hand, hug her so bad and tell her how much I loved her, how much I miss her, the thought of never ever meeting her again for rest of my life still scares me. I am a girl who in this world of "Fwb" wants depth and only love and nothing more, I will choose love over anything you give, I crave for warmth and meaning in life. Its just a phase they say and here I am 9 years after still waiting for warmth and just love and affection that's it. I can't stop feeling this way in like forever its now just a part who I am.