I have rage that is unbridled inside of me.
My fears they are coming out after me.
One by one they'll break from the cage I made inside of me.
Someday I'll just break from all this pent up agony.
The stupid, useless, disgusting, self that I can't get rid of even when asking for help.
Medicine makes my mind go numb. The fear of being myself makes me jump like a gun.
I've lived with fear for as long as I can remember, lived with rage even longer and it's no better.
Just waiting for the day I'll mess up and people say I was a lost cause anyway.