I don't think I have enough confidence to live. I'm sorry for everyone who reads my contents but I think I'm truly losing my motivation to see tomorrow
I think I just lost another reason to live
Not just reading but I'm about to lose a lot of mental support
The problem with me is I can't give myself a reason to live and if I have no reason then there simply is no point. I have not lived for myself for a very long time. I'm starting to lose what little strength I had. I'm scared of pain but I feel like living is currently worse than death. I'm scared and feel alone I feel like this is what I deserve and it's the right thing to do. I can't burden my family I just can't I don't know what to do. I know no one will save me. I'm a hypocrite I can't even save myself