Chapter 83 - Swear

I am swearing so hard I hate this

Apparently I have a insulting resting face

Forget it

I want to destroy my room I want to destroy my hair I want to bite off chunks of my skin I want to cut myself

I want to destroy something anything

I was going to go on a rant but I just heard someone complaining about me so now I want to destroy myself again

I need to destroy this device

I need to destroy myself

I want to

I'm a coward a terrible coward

I should kill myself

I should get hypothermia and die

I hate myself I hate how I think and what I do

I hate that I'm a coward

I should just get some guts and die