My throats really sore from crying without sound.
I don't feel any better than the night I had before.
I want to drown my thoughts in a sea so they can go away
I don't want to accompany myself on this road I take
I feel mad at myself but I also feel too tired to be angry
I just dont want to fight myself anymore but the moment I stop suppressing my thoughts of hurt and anguish is most likely the moment I will take action
I'm just getting more and more worn out each time.