I've already-
Pulled out my hair.
Tore away my skin.
Thrown away my dignity.
Hurt the people I love.
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I've been physically broken for a long time.
My head has spots where you can see the hair growing back.
My body has scars from nervously picking until blood is drawn.
My fingernails are starting to grow back what I ripped away.
My eyes sometimes can't see because they've broke long ago.
I've been mentally broken for a long time.
Cannot be fixed, the parts and pieces are missing.
I've paid high prices for what I've done.
If the day I'm fixed is the day I die, let that be the day I may make amends for what I've done throughout my short life.