Self esteem is a funny thing

Sometimes you have a lot of it and sometimes there's nothing.

Sometimes your soul has so much confidence on you that you feel on top of the world .

You wanna try new things and do stuff you've never done before

And sometimes you don't have any and you question your existence.

You just wanna go away .

Just delete yourself from everyone.

Leave no trace behind.

Just burst into thin dust and flow away

But then you also think that you don't deserve it.

Your heart cries so much that it fills you up and you drown in yourself.