One week later.
She sat in front of Kai in the restaurant and couldn't believe what she had just heard. Her whole body was numb as she looked into Kai's cold eyes. "It's over?" Hilary repeated. Kai took a sip of his glass with red wine and stared nonchalant at her, "yeah, it's over. I'm leaving for Russia tomorrow". Hilary sat unmoving and then looked deeply into Kai's auburn eyes.
Tree years they been together... Three years! There was just something rotten about this...she could feel it down in her guts. She was surprised by the lack of emotions; she hadn't even started to yell at him yet, perhaps it was because she knew what this was really about and she had feared it each day they had been together. I need to get out of here before I break down in front of him, Hilary thought, get your act together girl.
"Oh, so you will be leaving... I presume to attend to your business?" Hilary felt her rage built on the interior as Kai simply gave her a small uncaring nod. She stood up from her seat and glanced one last time at the man she loved more than life itself, "Well, I guess there's nothing more to say than... goodbye" with that said Hilary turned and walked out of the restaurant.
Kai glanced at the empty seat, he had expected an emotional outburst from Hilary, but it never came. She had just sat calmly and had looked at him with...pity? He reached down into one of his pockets and pulled out a small velvet black jewelry box. He opened it and glanced at the beautiful diamond ring, the ring he was going to ask Hilary to marry him with. He clenched it tightly and shut his eyes closed, "God dammit" he muttered.
She fumbled with her keys to her apartment, everything had reminded her of Kai when she had walked down the streets of Tokyo even things that wasn't suppose to remind of him. Tears was already starting to pour down her face, finally she got the key right and opened her door. The minute she step in, she grab a hold on the first item she could get, which unfortunately happened to be a flower vase, and smashed into the wall. "You bastard Kai...you fucking emotional coward" Hilary cried out as she clenched her fists and started to beat them into the wall before she slumped down against it. She hugged her knees while the tears just kept pouring out. "I know what all this is about Kai" Hilary whispered quietly to herself, "You are afraid of me... you are afraid that I will make you weak..." She took her hands and leaned her head against them, "You are afraid that your feelings are making you weak... I should have known from the start that it would end like this. Why didn't I listen to myself before I started dating you" Hilary ranted quiet and tasted the salt from her tears. "And why the hell do I have to be so fucking EMOTINAL!" She screamed out.
After sitting for quite sometime like that, Hilary felt something needed to be done and she knew just what. She found a big cardboard box and shoved dresses, jewelry, the few pictures of her and Kai and other sorts of gift she had gotten from him, "I'm going to forget all about you Kai Hiwatari... I'm going to find another man who will love me and have...have... three kids with me! and then I will laugh at you when you have nobody in your life because no one will put up with your arrogant cold ASS for a long time... let's see who of us is going to have the better life rich boy" Hilary muttered angrily. She taped the box up and putted a series of stamps on it. "That ought to do it" Hilary said satisfied a bit proud that she had managed to fit all that stuff down in the cardboard box. She would take it to the post office tomorrow, she looked up and glanced around in her now messy apartment, "but first I need to get over you" Hilary said sadly.