"Luna don't worry about a thing...this is my own doing..this is my fault...I shouldn't have done that..." Taehyung said
when I look at them they are all smiling
"We can do this!" JHope said while rasing his elbow high
"One thing...what do you feel towards Jungkook?" RM asks
....
"I don't ..know...I don't hate him and I don't like him...I just that I don't know" I said while looking down
"well that means you like him too!" Jimin said with excitement
"so uhm...what's the plan?" I ask
"we'll see, what attitude he shows tomorrow then we strike" Suga said
sound really like a plan
"we all should sleep and think about this tomorrow" RM said and stands up
the members goes after him
"Good Night Luna" Jimin said
Its true that Jimin is a sweet guy...
I sat on the couch alone thinking that...7 days from now I'll be leaving this country...I don't think I'll come back here either...I hope that BTS stay strong...
--morning--
Its morning already I feel like I slept for just an hour...Jungkook walks downstairs and straight outside he didn't even looked at me...
well I guess that 6 days to go
I should ask RM if I can go out to buy something
the members goes down and Sat down
"what's the plan?" Taehyung asks
"Jungkook went outside, I don't know what he's about to do" Suga said
"Let's think of a plan, Let's make Taehyung get close to Jungkook first then apologize" RM Suggested
That's a good Idea well I should ask RM now
"RM can I go outside? I want to buy some things for my friends" I ask
"You can go out now, while you're out we'll think of a plan here" RM said
"okay thank you!" I said then left
there are so many things! I want to buy clothes and foods! how about I'll go to the grocery first?
I walked in the grocery store then of course go straight to the banana milk section
when I finally bought my milk..I saw someone in the hallway someone familiar...
Its Jungkook! he- he -he is kabedoning a girl...and she's so beautiful
when the girl was about to kiss jungkook I ran away going straight back to the Bangtan house
why do I feel hurt? why did I ran? why does it feel like I want to cry? what's going on? there's no way I'll like him we just met for almost 2 months
"we have set the plan" RM said
as we do the plan the members started to get closed to each other again..when Taehyung apologize Jungkook hugged Taehyung and they're back to themselves again
It made me think that...why do I feel like I'm the reason why Jungkook is angry. Is he that angry towards me that he doesn't even look at me once?
Its Lunch and Taehyung ask me If I can play with him for the last time. of course I said yes tomorrow is my flight 4am I'll be here for a day now
We played at Taehyung's room.... Taehyung asked my name at Instagram and twitter. I gave my name then he said "I'll miss you" with a sad tone
"I'll miss you too" I said then hugged him
"And of course I'll miss yeontan(his dog) too!"
I said
Taehyung laughs
"Oh! Its already 7pm I'll buy some food again first" I said
"Have you already bought food and packed it?" Taehyung said
"there's still space in my bag though.." I said while pouting
"okay I'll wait for you downstairs" Taehyung said
while I was walking down the stairs
I saw the same girl...Jungkook is hugging that girl
"Luna where are you going?" Jimin asked
the members looked at me including Jungkook and the girl
"going to the grocery store" I replied
"I'll accompany you!" Jimin said and runs at me
then Jimin dragged me outside
"how are you feeling?" Jimin ask
"Its fine don't worry Its good that he found someone he'll love surely" I said
"oh yeah, did he know that I'll leave tomorrow?" I ask
"No...we don't want to talk about you in front of him..." Jimin said
I hugged Jimin and cried
Jimin hugged me back
"Its okay to cry....just don't cry over the same reason again in the future" Jimin said
--°after a few hours°--
Its 1:30am and Jimin and I just got back
The 5 members are all sitting on the couch, there's no sign of jungkook tho'...I'm so dumb why would I think he'll like me for sure? why do I still hoping?
"well I guess that this 2 hours will be the time to say goodbye?" I said while Smiling roughly
"we'll miss you" RM said
"I hope we'll meet again" Suga said
"Just don't lose hope" JHope said
....we talk about everything about the past and how we met...they said that I was really brave and energetic It was fun
then its 3am now then I started hugging all of them
my tears started to fall from my eyes then Jimin wiped it for me
"Don't cry just smile okay? and we'll do the same" Jimin said
I smiled then I walked upstairs straight in the front of jungkook's room
they said that jungkook and his Girlfriend is inside they are having an alone time...I looked down and put my palm on the door and kissed it
and I left afterwards
I said Goodbye to the members then goes to the airport and straight to the airplane
my four hours in the airplane is the most saddess 4 hours in my entire life