I want to be like the leafs in the wind, being alone, no one noticing me so I can live without having to worry about being different, and when the leafs stop that means it's time to stop and think about what I've been doing, then once the wind rises again I will lift off being free once again flowing in the wind with no doubt or worry in my mind, I can be who I want to be without being judged and sometimes I wonder if this is what it means to be alive.